bulling everywhere,dark thoughts

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As always, nobody can be my best friend and protect me and be here for me, all I get is just annoying kids throwing rubbish and spitting paper on me and throw rocks at me  until I bleed and they always laugh,

Why I can't say anything??
Why am I always the victim??
Why do they blame me every time??
Why can't they leave me alone??
Why can't I die and take a rest??

Just for 10 sec. Only...

Why am I still here thinking??
Huh, I don't, everybody now will think I'm a psycho..... But I am not I'm a human...
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Knock knock"

Jade : mum...??
Ellie: oh dear you came back,how was school?
I couldn't reply to her... I ran with my tearing eyes and hugged her.

She was tearing too like she knew what happened..

I asked her in shaky voice: mum please i want to move in another school

She nobbed and hugged me...

I thought i would make some friends if i moved and well yes..
I pretty much had 2friends and we were so close and i was so happy...
One of them is perrie

She had a Bf his name is zayn and they were happy together

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She had a Bf his name is zayn and they were happy together...

And I was happy for her..
My other friend his name is niall he has pretty much an innocent face and also he's a good friend

 My other friend his name is niall he has pretty much an innocent face and also he's a good friend

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He was but guess what now he is my bf

Here is how the conversation went:

*dialling *

Niall:hello
Jade :hey niall, how are you?
Niall : I'm great ,and what about you?
Jade :fine...
Niall: um.. Okay... Jade I really don't know how to tell but I have an emergency...
Jade : what?  What happened?..
Niall: can I meet you now?
Jade : yeah sure.
Niall: bye

Jade: hey niall...!! What is it?  What happened ?
Niall : calm down, sit.
Jade : okay.. Now tell me
Niall : wow jade you really care that much?
Jade : of course niall you're my best..
Niall : bf!!
Jade: bf??
Niall: yes, jade.. There's no emergency I just wanted to meet you and tell you I lo-ove you!!
Jade: ha!! Niall are you serious? Are u drunk
Niall : hahah... I swear I'm not

And yeah you know the ending.......

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