Chapter 8 - Needles

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It's been three days and I haven't moved an inch from my spot on the bed. I held the bag close to me but so far I haven't had the confidence to give these to the guys. I don't know why they wanted to anyway, couldn't I just be a only guinea pig?

I jumped as the horn for the cells went off. I looked at Jordan as he left his cell and he looked at me. I motioned him over. I have to do this or I'll just be punished again. I'm a selfish fuck!

Jordan bent down beside me, "what's up Aleks?"

"I..." I looked down at the bag holding it close. Jordan looked at it and then back at me.

"What's in there Aleks?" His tone was kinda serious like I had a gun or knife in it.

"I...please d-don't think bad o-of me...I" tears were starting to fall down my cheeks. "I have t-to give th-these to you...all o-of you..."

"Why? What's in there?"

"H-He'll punish m-me again..." I motioned to my back and Jordan stood up to take a look and gasped.

"Aleks...I can't believe he acctually..."

"P-please J-Jordan...I d-don't want t-to be punish-punished again." Jordan bent down beside me again and wiped away a tear.

"Ok, just try and calm down and tell me what's in there." I didn't answer or do anything for a good five minutes before I opened the beg, showing the 9 needles it held. I moved my blood stained tail so it laid over my hip and moved my ears forward, motioning to them with my eyes. Jordan seemed to get the message and frowned "ok, I understand. Can you stand?"

"I..th-think so..." I sit on the edge of the bed, hesitantly standing and wincing but keeping my balance.

"Come with me please, we'll explain this to the others." I nod, looking down and Jordan led me to the others.

We walked in and I hugged the bag again, my whole body shaking with fear.

"Ok guys, this is important." Everyone gave their attention to me and Jordan and I hid behind Jordan. "Aleks has a bit of a problem...and I guess it's not easy to explain...his master gave him more of those needles that gave him the animal parts."

"And he expects us to take them!?" James all but yelled. I flinched slightly and held the bag tighter.

"Let me finish James. He has to give them to us or he'll be punished again." Jordan looked back at me and whispered, "show them your back please Aleks." Hesitantly I walked out from behind Jordan and faced away from everyone, wincing when I heard multiple gasps. "Until he gives these to us, this'll just get worse. I know no one wants to take them, I don't either..."

"But did you hear Aleks? Everyday he was in so much fucking pain, and he expects us to go through that to?" Dan spat.

"And we are always going to be in pain anyway, this is just without our master's around. We can t escape pain when we're here Dan."

I turned back to everyone, head down trying to hide the tears that started to flow freely. "P-ple-please...I d-don-dont want t-to...I-Im tr-truly s-sorry but..." Someone placed their hand on my arm and I looked up to see Eddie smiling nervously. He reached into the bag and took one of the needles out.

"Ok, I'll do it" Eddie said, clutching the needle. I clenched my jaw and looked back to everyone who either sighed in defeat or nodded. I smiled weakly and looked down into the bag.

"Y-You sh-shou-should take th-them l-lay-laying down...i-it'll make y-you pass out...a-and I d-dont r-recommend m-mov-ving till it's d-d-done...I-I'll give th-them to y-you when your a-a-all laying down..." Everyone nodded and I just felt so horrible doing this, even after they agreed. The pain their going to go through his going to be horrible but...I don't know what else to do.

Everyone nodded and took a needle from the bag till the only one left was Jordan. Everyone went to their rooms and waited while I looked up at Jordan who smiled kindly at me. "Don't worry Aleks, no one will hate you." I look down and just nod. Jordan takes the needle and goes to his room.

I sigh and look at Ze who was watching me since everyone had crowded into his room. I went over and lifted his sleeve. "Th-this'll hurt ok.." Ze nodded and I pushed the needle in, flinching when I heard Ze hiss. When it was all gone I pulled the needle out and watched as Ze passed out, smiling kindly at me. I felt sick and just went to the next one.

I did Dan's, Anthony's, Nick's and Steven's. When I got to Seamus James was sitting beside him, holding his hand supportivly. I almost walked out not wanting to do this anymore but I worked up the courage and walked over.

I took the needle when Seamus handed it over and James kissed him, "I'll help you through this Seamus, I promise." Seamus nods and I push the needle into his arm, Seamus hissing and bitting his lip. Seamus soon passes out when I take the needle.

James walks to his cell while I follow. He hands me the needle and I shakily hold it, my whole body was shaking so bad right now. "Don't worry Aleks, we won't hate you, we do understand even if this is gonna be horrible." I just nod and give the needle to James.

When I go to Eddie's he smiles at me and I hesitantly smile back, walking over and taking the needle from him. "Thanks E-Eddie..."

"No problem, but no one was going to take them if someone didn't stand up to it right?" I gave an extremely quiet giggle and insert the needle.

"I-Im so sorry..." Eddie chuckles quietly and passes out.

I go to Jordan's and grab the needle, "thanks J-Jordan..."

"Hey kiddo, don't cry you haven't done anything wrong."

"I j-just...I feel sick a-and...l-like I b-betrayed e-everyone..."

"You haven't Aleks, the pain doesn't last forever right?" I shake my head, "then it'll be fine. Besides it's not as bad as getting tortured by our 'masters' is it?"

"N-not really...but it s-still h-hurts..."

"And it will but that can't be helped. It'll be over before you know it." I just nod and say sorry again before giving Jordan the needle and leaving, curling into a ball in the corner of the cell.

I feel like I'm going to throw up, I just did a horrible thing...I'm a fucking idiot, a selfish fucking idiot!

Meh xP more of a filler but it works and I know it was like a big deal about nothing but I wanted to lengthen it out xP
Ok, if u found this overdramatic, say YIP in the comments idk xP I'm curious.

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