" what happened to us? What are we becoming jimin?" It was the quest she asked him sneaking her arms around his waist
While he was cooking dinner and humming with the song on the radio beside him. He set the pot down trying to relax his body in her embrace.
Contemplating what do. he thought about the last few days. Their relationship was a mess. Lately all what they have been doing was having arguments ending with both heading to bed angry. Turning backs to each other.
It wasn't unfair how he treated her and he know that.
He let out a sigh and hung his head.
The silence was deafening as much as she tried to prepare herself for this moment, she knew she would never be ready for it.
What she wanted the most is to have the good time back where jimin would hug her to sleep. The memories of them two kissing and hugging all night and the whole day in weekend made it more difficult.
As much as she wanted some sort of closure she had a feeling that she knew what was waiting for her in the end of this tunnel.
She wondered if he still care about their relationship as much as she does. And if he can put some efforts to save it.
She wanted him to come to her whenever he faced a hardship like he used to do. She wanted him to seek her comfort whenever he was sad or had a bad day. But he was no longer acting the same. And she didn't know if that still possible. And that tears her apart.
The tears were forming in her eyes threatening to strain down her cheeks.
" i can't keep going like this. I know you don't love me like you used to do." She felt him tense when she mentioned his love for her. His hands balled in fists but he still stayed silent and she wasn't sure what to say next.
" tell me you just have been having a rough time. Tell me we can fix this. Tell me we can fix us." She cried her sobs getting louder.
" please don't give up on us. I don't want to wake up and find you gone jimin." Her confident begun to shrink with each second.
" we are falling apart. And its my fault." He finally spoke " its my mistake that i don't know what i want in life. I don't know if i can give you what you want either. "
" don't say that. You have all the time to figure out what you want in life. And as for me all i want from you is your love and care." She explained to him.
Jimin unhooked her arms turning to face her. He put his forehead on her. " i am sorry. I am so sorry about everything i put you through. I was afraid. I was scared that i am not enough for you. That you would find someone better than me." He said truthfully his hands around her face. Thumbs removing her tears.
" you are more than enough jimin."
