Chim- Falling Slowly

Chapter 2

Kims pov:
A small smile graces my lips as I wake up from peacful dreams of sun and sand and most of all Cheryl. Cheryl is sleeping next to me, she must have put my pj shirt on me because I can feel the silk wrapped loosely around my body..
I feel Cheryl snuggled into my side, and cant help but smile. I slowly turn around to look at her. Hair disheveled, and lips slightly pouted I cant help but marvel at how perfect she is. How could someone like this want me? I cant help myself and lean forward and kiss her pouted lips softly. She smiles slightly and snuggles deeper into my side.
"Morning Kimba-Bear"
"Goodmorning beautiful" I whisper into her hair.
Snuggling her face into my neck she leaves a small trail of kisses on my neck giving me goosebumps. I could definitly get used to this.
"How did you sleep Kimba-Bear" she says as props herself up onto her elbow to look at me.
"I had the best dream"
"Tell me about them" she asks.
"Well..." I pause to get her riled up.
"please please pretty please" she beggs jumping on top of me, "I'll tickle your if you dont!"
"okay, okay" I concede "It was me and you and we were lying on a beach, it was quite warm but their was a light breeze to keep is cool, I dont know where we were but I could hear the ocean steadily lapping at the shore" I pause to smile at the happy memore of my dream.
" and then what!" she exclaims excitedly.
"then I reached out and took your hand. you gave me the most adorable dimples smile and pulled me out of my chair. Then we ran to the water and jumped in just as the sun was setting over these beautiful rolling hills." I finish letting out a content sigh.
Her head falls back onto her pillow the largest smile on her face as she entertwines our fingures.
"That sounds really nice Kimba-Bear"
"It was, and whats up with all the 'Kimba-Bear'?"I ask.
"I figured it could be a nickname only I can call you, do you not like it?" she inquires with a pout.
"Actually I love it" I smile and kiss her pout getting out of bed "I'll go make us some tea"
"No,no, lay back down I'll make it" she quickly says scrambling up.
"Oh well alright. Thanks" I say getting back into bed.
"Oh and Chez" I say as she is just about to the door "dont burn my house down"
I chuckle as she sticks her tounge out at me.

Cheryls pov:

She is so cute. I think smileing to myself. My smile slowly turns to a frown when I think about all the things we have to talk about. What if she wont leave Justin? What if she doesnt want us the way that I want her. Ive had feelings for her since our first performance at the O2, I remember the look of exilirahtion on her face when we finished our first song. Of course she was always with Justin. I think angrily. I never had a chance with her then, she loved him so much. Seeing her with him made my heart hurt. Now that I'm rid of Ashley, and Justin doesnt seem to really love her, maybe I have a real shot. I let the tea bags steep as I step through the sliding glass doors to get some fresh air. Im looking around when I see some white roses in the neighbors yard. Kim loves white roses I think excitedly as I run over and pluck an expecially pretty one off the bush. I run back inside and look for a tray. I pop some bread into the toaster and get everything perfect.
Tray in hand I gently nudge the bedroom door open with my toe.
"Did somebody order room service?" I ask smiling.
"Oh Chez, you didnt have to really!"
"Yeah I know but I wanted to" I say me cheeks blushing.
"Chez" she says quietly.
I look up to meet her gaze.
"Yeah Kim"
"Set that down and come here" she says patting the bed beside her. I set the forgotten tray on the end table and slowly make my way to the other side of the bed crawling under the covers, never letting me eyes leave hers. She slowly wraps me into a tight hug.
"I am the luckiest girl in the world to have a friend like you" she says softly.
"Just...Just a friend?" I manage to stammar out. She just wants to be friends! If she just wants to be my friends why did she kiss me and be all loved up with me.
"Chez, I dont want to ruin our friendship." she says sadly running her thumbs along my cheeks to catch the tears.
"You already did!" I shout shoving her away and jumping out of the bed.
"Cheryl please lets just talk about this rationally" she pleads with me.
"Well Kimberley you should have thought about that before you led us on, makeing us think you liked us!" I shout tears running down my face.
"Cheryl I like you I really do, but what if things didnt work out between us! it could tear the band apart!" She says tears now sliding down her face.
"Kim, You are breaking me heart! Dont you see that" I screach.
"Cheryl, please dont go I'm sorry but I have lot to go over in my head! please come lay down with me" She says her lips pouted. She knows I cant resist that pout. I concede and lay down beside her.
"Chez I like you. Enormously! But im scared of what might happen if things go wrong" she says placing her arms around me.
"We need to at least try Kimba! I want to at least try it out. I know it hurts but you need to leave Justin! If he really loved you he wouldnt hurt you" I whisper quietly.
"I know, I want to be with you Cheryl not Justin. How do I tell him?" she asks sadly.
"Just leave, Leave this place and never look back" I say smiling, and by the look in her eyes I knew how easy it would be for her to leave.