upside-down life

First day.

First day of college:

 "But mum,I don't wanna go."

"Honey,the better you get ready,the sooner this torture will end"my mum said

"Your realism is not gonna help the situation"

"Sorry baby,I had to"

"You didn't even asked for this decision"

"Lauren,as long as you live under this place,and you are underage,you have to deal with what my father and I really need and want"

"Uhg,and you have to make your only daughter you have happy"

"You will be" She said, "Now ,eat your breakfast ,get your backpack,and I'm taking you to the college! You don't wanna miss the first day"

"I'm sure I do,mum" .

I got off my mum's car,and I saw the Berea College.I really don't wanna get in there,but I had to.I had to head off the principal's office in order to sign some papers for the classes I'm going to take this semester. Also,I had to take the key to my locker ,to put my stuff in there.

I knocked the door .
"You must be Mrs Moore,principal said

"Yes,unfortunately"
He giggled.

"I understand your dissapontment. Moving in from the city to a village like Kentucky,is difficult ,but I'm sure that you will make it"

"Your worlds of courage are not going to help the situation ,but thank you for your time" I said.

I really wanted to punch him in the face.He was always so happy and I can't even get that .I signed the papers ,and took the key to my locker .

After half an hour of searching my damn locker ,I made it.I opened it and put the books in there .The bell rung .First lesson:History .This day couldn't be more boring.

"You alone?" A guy with a football suit said.

"Yes,but I like it" I said,quite aggressively,cause I didn't want any company.

"Calm down,you little gangsta girl,I just wanted to keep company to the new girl"

" I don't think I asked for that,and I also have a name"

"I didn't get the chance to know it"

"You don't have to,I said,now please move" .He giggled and turned his back to the rest of the team.I pushed him back and finally sat to my desk.

The hour of the history passed really hard as I was feeling all the eyes of the kids staring at me,the new girl.I really wanted this year to not make friends,just to focus on my classes,and obligations ,in order to just take the damn paper and move finally to New York to live the life I want ,and not the life others always defined me to have .

We had an hour break.I went to the cafe and took my food.I sat to a table far away from the world and start eating my salad.

"The new girl?" A girl said to me.

"Is this is how everybody know me here ,right?"

"Yes,and also,they call you diva cause you don't talk to no-one"

"This is exactly cause I don't want to" I said .She giggled.

"I'm Shannon,I know exactly how you feel,cause I was the new girl here last year .And I'm not gonna tell you that things here are gonna be better,cause they are not " She smiled at me

"I'm Lauren,and I'm delightly thankful to meet you" She laughed.

"Come sit with us,new girl"

I followed her to a table with 2 more people.

"Maggie,don't wanna lie ,I don't know if it's nice to meet you" one girl said.

"Me neither ,I responded" With a bitchy smile

"Maggie,at the end you are going to die with your 8 cats,all one" the guy said .

"I'm David,by the way,really glad to meet to you,we definitely need a new spirit in our company!" She kissed her.
I'm gay,by the way, He said to me .I laughed

"Lauren,nice to meet you too,and thanks for the info of your sexuality,you were cute to hook up"

"Hahaha,my boyfriend is going to kill you"

"Sorry,didn't you just say that she is gonna be in our company?Who actually invited her?" Maggie said

"I did" Shannon responded

"So,have you burned any houses,schools,or even tables?"

" I prefer to get out the anger by just screaming or blasting" I answered

" So,you are the nice girl ,or what?Who always does what her parents tell her to do?Cause I don't want that kind of friends"

"I'm definitely not that type I said,laughing

"Ehm,excuse me,what's wrong with kids who don't disobey to their parents? I'm also your bestfriend and I'm probably the greatest nerd you have ever meet in your life" Shannon said

"Yes,but you don't count ,I had to hang out with you since I was like 3 years old"

"I should probably go,I definitely need a cig" I said as I was leaving.

I went down to the court and sat down to the grass under a tree.I lighted a cigarette and took off my book.
 
"It's my place here"  said a guy with a cigarette in his lips , a book on his hand,ripped jeans, a Jean jacket ,vans and short curly hair.

"Your place?Seriously? How old are you?5 or something?"

"Do me a favor and leave ,I'm not in a mood for a chat "

"I actually came here on the first place ,and there is no way I'm leaving ,so deal with it "

"You are the new girl ?" He said to me.
 
"Damn,I actually have a name .Now please leave, I'm trying to enjoy my cig "

"Never come back to this place ,you are going to  have major troubles,Am I clear?" He said to me

"Now I'm shaking ,fuck off weirdo,I said.

he looked at me aggresively for 2 minutes straight and then he left. He was so damn sexy but seriously the most weird person I have ever known in my whole life.