Sometimes
you smile
a fake one
of course.
you want someone
to notice
your pain
you're off course.
you cry
every night
wondering why
you're alive.
you question
and decipher
think the whole world
is a big lie.
they tell you
you're over reacting
you're naive
over thinking.
but you can't find a reason
to be happy
you're sinking.
slowly drowning
in your own mind
struggling to find
hope inside.
anxiety takes over
you're afraid of the world
so you pause your feelings
on an 'empty' mode.
all your energy
is drained
your motivation
taken away.
people think you're lazy
fuck people
you don't seem to care
what they think
anymore.
you seem to be falling
yet everyone around you
is still smiling.
you're not though
you're falling deeper
deeper
deeper
but you'll be okay
that's what everyone
wants you to say.
so you'll do what you do best
keep up your perfomance
don't let them down
but you know that
they'll judge you anyway.
that's just the way people are today.
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so i wrote this when i was like 15 lmao .. also I love the song at the top ♡
Uhh , awkward,
fanks for reading
cheerio
