my love | kwon soonyoung

me

"i'm such a fool."

"i love you."

"i never realized it."

"i finally do."

i stood inside my house,

at the doorway,

hearing another pathetic excuse

a way to salvage our relationship.

a way to soothe me,

then hurt me.

love? soonyoung didn't love me.

"you never did."

"all you did was hurt me."

"soonyoung, you love me?"

he nodded, tears welling in his eyes.

some part of me wondered if he was being sincere

maybe this time?

i thought to the days he made it all up

the way he believed he should.

what if he was saying the truth this time?

i shook off that feeling and slowly closed the door.

"i'm sorry soonyoung."

"i don't love you anymore."

the door was shut,

and behind it were the sobs of a boy who i once loved.

who apparently, now loved me.

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