FAILING

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You approached me smelling like new beginnings and great memories.
Everyone always tells me they believe in love at first sight but you know what I believe in ?

EMOTIONAL ATTACHMENT
LUST
INFATUATIONS

But you gave me more.
You gave me my soul back
I was hurting
you gave me the big bandage
camomile tea and a smile
You told me " my job is to feed you and make you laugh "
And I loved it
I feel , felt wanted.

You were nothing that I went for and in my eyes everything I needed.
The world smelled like fresh cut grass and the spring morning after rain .

Renewed. told everyone you were a friend but I knew I wanted more. You gave me more. AND MORE.

But you FAILED
to tell me nothing lasts
That bandages can be ripped off
You failed
To be there
For ME.

The one who gave my smile
Gives me my tears
You gave me coffee with no sugar this time
Said " let's be cool "

I , as your burden
You , as my fantasy turned bitter
Party of two.
Who was the first to leave ?
YOU of course.

I never expected you to stay forever
I just never thought you go so soon.
Failing me just like I failed myself.

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