I appreciate that you guys don't want me to leave and stuff but honestly I know I need to because I need to just forget.
You guys have made me so happy and honestly you guys have fixed me in so many ways, especially you Gracie. But I haven't slept in three days, I've had two anxiety attacks and I'm literally shaking right now. That's not good for me and I really can't do this. I did this because I knew I needed to do this and so I did.
I'm not coming back, I'm sorry.
And Gracie, when I said I wasn't good for you this is what I meant I knew there was no way out of hurting you and I honestly didn't know how to break it to you I didn't know what to do and I'm sorry.
The one thing I wanted to assure you guys of is that I'm not some 50+ year only pedifile or however you spell it
