jimin's jams.

1. hands

It felt like time went by slower ever since I got here. My hands were shaking, but they still held a firm grip onto my 'You Never Walk Alone' album. 

My family finally decided to let me go to a BTS fan meet, and I was beyond excited. I knew I was going to embarrass myself somehow so why not make it in front of the seven dorks I love the most? 

I stood in line behind a small girl, who looked about twelve or thirteen, she had a smile plastered on her face, and she held onto a headband which I couldn't see fully. The person behind me came with their mother, who looked just as excited as the one in front of me. 

I drifted off for what seemed like hours, but in reality wasn't actually that long. The girl in front of me was standing at Namjoon, the one you greet first. He was smiling at the girl, showing his dimples for the first time in forever. I felt like I could faint, he was so much more beautiful in real life. 

I felt my heart speed up, here I was going to embarrass myself in front of my idols. I heard a loud, 'NEXT!' after the girl in front of me moved on to Jin, who immediately smiled at her. She looked foreign, though she was speaking Korean fluently. 

Namjoon and I talked for a while, and I gave him a Ryan plushie that I put in my bag just for him. He smiled and thanked me, then he proceeded to sign the stuff I brought with me. I moved onto Jin, and he signed my stuff right when I got there. We made small talk, and I told him that he deserved more lines and he smiled the widest I've seen him smile. 

I proceeded to go along the members, showering each of them in compliments to which they all proceeded to tell me to stop (except Jin, who told me to keep the compliments going, which I did because he deserved it)

The last member, however, was coincidentally, my bias. He was perhaps the most beautiful being on the planet and seeing him finally before me was seeing color for the first time. He was ethereal, breathtaking. 

His hair was still cotton candy from the pink, and he had a flower crown sitting atop his head. He had a permanent marker in between his fingers. I took a deep breath and finally stopped in front of him. 

He smiled, a smile I never thought I'd see in real life. I was probably a puddle, metaphorically, by now already. "Uh. Hi." I said to him awkwardly as I pushed my album over to where he could sign it. 

"Hi~!" Aegyo. Really. My heart is in an unexplainable amount of pain. I see his eyes glance over to my hands, which were probably way smaller than his. He took notice of this and grabbed my hand and put it against his. 

His hands were bigger than mine. 

I could tell I was red. I was definitely hotter than usual. He gave me a small smile as he entwined his fingers through mine. My eyes widened. If I wasn't a puddle before, I was now. "My hands are bigger than yours." He told me, proudly. His tone of voice seemed stronger than usual, and even if I was too embarrassed to talk, I decided to embarrass myself even more. 

"Uhm... y-yeah." I stuttered. I mentally facepalmed, Why do I do this to myself? "Ah. So cute." 

Cute?! Now I'm definitely dead. I'm not even alive anymore, I could feel my heart race yet I completely froze. His hand was still tangled with mine, and I could feel his grip on it tighten. 

He used his other hand to sign my album, and I reached inside my bag with my other hand. My eyes were still locked with his the entire time, and I was getting more red by the second. 

I pulled out a handwritten note, saying everything about him that I adored. Telling him that he was perfect no matter what, and that he should eat all the food, and I would still think he's beautiful. As I handed him the note, he pulled my other hand into his, giving me the smile that could cure cancer. 

I could tell I was smiling now, and he nodded, telling me he'd eat better and focus on himself more. I smiled even wider, he was truely adorable, wasn't he? 

No wonder why I was in love with him. 

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welcome welcome, to the first oneshot thing of my favorite thing i've ever done. i won't be able to update often, but this will probably be updated more than astrophobia. so... there's that. 

also, did you like this? would you like to see more in first person?? do you want me to make an oc for these stories or make them reader insert stuff?? idk man i can do either. 

just tell me what you want thank 

ily all so much