Finding A Way -NamJin

Chapter 1: The beginning - Jin

Jin's Pov:

"YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT! YOU CALL YOURSELF A GOOD HUSBAND, YOU DARE EVEN INSINUATE THAT IM NOT A GOOD FATHER OR HUSBAND. WELL YOU CAN JUST GO TO HELL!" He screamed at me, the strong smell of alcohol on his breath. "I never said that, I just asked you to be quieter, the kids are sleeping." I whispered looking down at my feet. "SPEAK UP BITCH!!" He shouted pushing me to the ground. I hit my head pretty hard on the coffee table, but luckily my son was now right by my side helping me up. He stood behind me holding a baseball bat, and with one swift movement I was then behind him. My beautiful son Hoseok was always there for me, whenever I needed him, he would always try to protect me. Even when he was little.

"I think you should be going." My other son stated standing next to the front door. "Baekkie." His father pouted getting closer and closer to him. "Baekhyun," Hoseok said throwing his brother a pocket knife. Most people would think to have a knife to protect you from your own father was overreacting, and unnecessary, but in our home, I encouraged it. With Jaymin, you just never know. He's hurt me and the kids so many times. It was always good to have something just in case.

"Now." My oldest said sternly, pointing the bat towards the open door. Jaymin obeyed and left the apartment without saying another word. Hoseok dropped the bat and rushed towards me along with Baekhyun. "Thank you guys so mu-" I started, then darkness.

Flashback:

"Jungkook honey! Stop trying to catch fish." Jaymin laughed at our youngest who was in the waves, being amazed at all the fish swimming past his legs. "Daddy! Come look!" Kookie shouted at us happily from the water. My husband ran over to jungkook who was splashing around in the ocean. God I love him so much. The way he cares for our children makes me love him even more each and every day that passes. I looked behind me to where Hoseok was teaching Jimin how to build a sandcastle, and then there was Baekhyun. He was always the odd sheep out, but he didn't mind. He was laying next to me sleeping. Yup that's him. I love them all, there my family.

Flashback ended.

"Mom, eomma?" I heard a worried Jungkook cry. I awoke to see my four children all huddled around my bed. My head was ringing, I must have hit my head harder then I thought. I looked at all the kids, making sure they were alright, and it struck me.

"Oh my god! Baekhyun! What happened to your eye!" I got up to check the big bruise beneath his left eye, but my other sons gently pushed me back down into my bed. "It's okay momma, dad just came back a little while ago and tried to take Jungkook. And so I and Hobi stopped him." Baekhyun shrugged. "That's a big freaking deal!" I said, again trying to get up. Jimin told me to lay back down, and I did, because really, I was in a lot of pain. My body ached from being pushed to the floor.

I was starting to fall asleep when Jimin climbed up onto the bed along with jungkook. Jiminey sat up next to me, fitting his head into the crook of my neck. Jungkook collapsed on my stomach as the other boys sat down beside me and cuddled.

"It's going to be okay.." I reassured my kids, but really I was trying to convince myself as well.

"It will all be okay...."