9. Confessions

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"um..I'm gonna get the door" I said walking away

"Hey guys" I said as they walk into my house

" what's good" they asked as I hug all of them

"nothing much" I said

"so what we doin " chaz asked as we walked into the living room

"AYE Justin . what you doing here huh? tryna get yo girl back" Ryan said doing his handshake with Justin

"you I am; but she playin hard to get" Justin said smiling

" shut up Ryan and I'm not playing I am hard to get ” I said as I sat down on the couch

" okay " Hayley said sarcastically

"shut up Hayley ,anyway I need to talk to all of you except the guys" I said

" awwwwwww" chaz,Ryan,and Justin pouted

" ha that's what y'all get for being nosy and having a loud ass mouth, I can come to right sis" try asked

" sorry girls only stay down here and have boy time ” I said lightly slapping his cheeks

" I can be a girl see look" Ryan said poking out his lips and. ass with his hand on his hips

" no please don't ever do that again before I call you something I'll regert later" i said as the girls and I walked up he stairs laughing

as we were walking up the stairs I thought about what I was going to say to  say to my girls

"so what did you want to talk about that the boys couldn't hear?" angles asked

" okay I think you guts might want to sit down for this one " I said as I sat down criss legged on my side of the bed

" are you  pregnant with Justin's baby?" Hayley asked

" no ...... why do every time I say I need to tell you guys something you assume I'm pregnant?" I said her

" because Justin is sexy as fuck and so are you so I just assumed you fucked already " she said with confidence

" how many times do I have to tell you I'm not having sex until I'm married. GOD your more hard headed than Justin "

" mhmm" Bridget said

"what?" I asked confused

" oh nothing " she said looking at me oddly

"anyways......... I to need to tell you guys something." that said nervous about what they were gonna say mostly Angela

" nah shit " Hayley said

" shut the fuck up and let me talk" said loudly

" okay sorry " Hayley said scared

"okay here goes nothing" I thought to myself

"we kissed" I finally shouted

"what? who and who?" they asked in unison

" me and-" I was cut off by Angela

" you better not say Justin if you do I'm gonna be so disappointed in you" anglea said with a serious face on

"me and ..................me and-" I was cut off by all of them

" come on spit it out already" they shouted

" me and Justin " I said

" OH MY GOD TORI ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS ?"  anglea shouted

" I'm sorry ....wait I'm not sorry I still love him. we were together for 5yrs .what do you expect me to do completely forget about him?" I  shouted back

"yes . well not completely forget about him you just can't let him kiss you how is he gonna learn his lesson" she yelled

"I might have left something out" I said quietly

" what now ?" she said calmly

" first it was a goodbye kiss and....... I kinda felt something " I said shyly

" no slut" I shouted at Hayley

" oh " she said quietly

" I felt a spark like when we first kissed in high school" I said now looking anglea in the eyes

" you can't feel that way towards him anymore " anglea said while crying

" why?why are you crying ?" I asked her

" because he broke your heart and I'm your best friend I can't see you hurt again"

she said through sobs

" what do you mean again " I said also crying

"remember in middle school when your first boyfriend cheated on you with the school slut and and you ran to me and cried on my shoulder you were talking about suicide and you wanted to kill him " I nodded while wiping her tear away

" I vow to never let anyone hurt you like that or in anyway every again" she said sobbing

" oh ang look your making me cry , I love you, but this feels different I don't feel like how I felt back then. I wanna be with him again but I already told him I need like six months apart I didn't mean it and I need him to earn my trust back. can you please tell him that ? and I think we should at least date one other person before we actually get together "

"sure thing sweetheart" she said getting up

"anglea wait" I said before she walked out the room

"what?" she said with a smile

"I love you " I said as I gave her a hug

" I love you too now I got to go and talk to yo man" she said as she walk out the door

hey guys so sorry I haven't updated in awhile its been challenging to write writer's block is a bitch stay tuned for next time

love you all

bye

Sorry I had to add that its really f****** annoying how they  have one direction books in the story selection at the bottom ok now bye

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