Addicted

Confession

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After Mayu finishes the story, I stare at her in shock. All I could think was, 'Why would you tell this to Tenshi. Are you trying to make her scared?'. I look over to Tenshi and she was shaking from rage or fear. She just gets up and looks towards me with a blank expression while saying, "Come on Tomoki, We're gonna be late to class."

She grabs my hand roughly and pulls me out of the club room and into our first class. The glares Mayu was giving me felt like daggers into my back. Weirdly, Tenshi didn't notice. But, her grip on my hand was tightening every couple of seconds.

The whole time during school, she kept the same blank expression. When we were walking home she stopped and stared at the ground. She just walked up to me and punched my chest lightly. I saw tears in her eye's when she looked up to say, "You idiot, why didn't you ever tell me you had those feelings. Why didn't you ever tell me about Mayu." It ended with the words coming out kinda like a yell. After pausing for a moment she whispered, "I have the same feeling too. But, Don't get the wrong idea you pervert." She blushes while I hug her with joy.

"Thank you Tenshi. I have to admit that I do love you and I'll save you till I die." Still hugging as I said that, she pushes me away and runs to her house while her skin was beet red.

I sighed from how fast she was. I could never match that speed. I just walk to my house as I have a weird feeling in my stomach. I could see my house at the end of the block till I stopped dead in my tracks. I couldn't believe what I saw. I clenched my jaw so hard that I felt tears running down my cheeks from the pain I brought upon myself. I could tell that I was shaking from fear. No it wasn't fear, it was rage. Rage that I kept inside me all these years. Rage that kept Tenshi safe all these years, rage that killed my parents. I couldn't believe I've broken my promise with Tenshi. I couldn't keep her safe from Mayu. The promise that kept me alive was now gone. Now, I'm gone also.