your killing me hollis

Confession

Previously:"we fell asleep huh."

"Yes, yes we did what time did we fall asleep"I say being as self contious as ever. The fact that Natasha looks so good in the morning is not helping with my self esteem right now.
"I have no idea maybe around 2am I guess we got carried away"
"Wow that's late for me anyway im gonna go make breakfast and get ready"
"Don't judge but can we stay on call until we meet 5 hours is too long to be alone for"she's so cute like why would I judge her it just shows well I don't know but it's cute anyways.i respond with a perky "yeah sure I'd happily stay on call with you" I give her a quick wink and head to the kitchen with my phone in one hand and my glass in the other. Thinking about It look like a vlogger holding my phone. I have always never understood YouTube but im oblivious to the internet so that's my excuse. Anyway I grab my cereal and bowl and make a great mix of cereal and fruit.
"Ooo look at you being all cheffy"
"Is that even a word 'cheffy" I say in a curious tone.
"Well it is now haha im gonna get changed I will be right back"
"Ok I will see you in a sec" damn I wish she'd leave her camera on I would not mind seeing her change. Oh God did I just say that out loud.
"I heard that"
"Heard what?"
"Don't act all iniccent" she turns her camera on I can only see from her collar bone up.
"Oh sure do like to blush"she gives me a sly wink. "Hey stop it I don't tease you!"
" Yeah but it's cute when I tease you ,Im going to turn my camera off now so I can change".
"Ok im going to get changed to "god that was awkward why would she tease me by wearing no clothes behind the camera like god she's trying to kill me. I grab the most comfy clothes I know and head to Natashas house .

I knock on the door and she answers almost straight away."that was fast"
I say in a surprised tone. "Sorry I've been waiting for awhile not that your late I mean like.. I interupt her with a hug "are you finished rambling or can I come in?"
"Yeah sure sorry come in IM just going upstairs to grab a blanket"
I do what she says and sit on the couch scrolling through my phone I see that I have been tagged in a photo.
These two are so cute I ship it #negovanman. I cringe at the hashtag but the photo is of me and Natasha (the one at the top of page)
"Awwwh that's a cute photo I remember that day"
"You scared the crap out of me and yeah it's pretty cute"she flops down next to me and offers me the soft blanket I grab half it's only small so we move closer to eachother. "I see what you did there small blanket very smart"
"I do like to think so so what movie do you want to watch"
"Hmmmm in going to let you pick as I don't want you to suffer like last night"we pick a movie and relax about half way through we pause it.
"Do you want a beer or wine or anything"
"I'd love a beer thanks"she hops up and goes to the kitchen fridge to grab two beers. I says thanks and take a sip.
"You like?"
"Yes very nice thank you"we sit back and relax for the remainder of the movie. Sometime into the second movie I feel a arm creep over my shoulder. I look up and im greeted with a friendly smile. I cuddle into her. She's so comfy this just reminds me of carmilla I miss those days spending time with her and kissing her.
"You ok Elise you look tired"
"Yeah like you said just tired and in a trance"
"What you thinking about"
"Not much just carmilla"I say looking up and meeting her dark eyes.
"That's cute I miss carmilla spending time with you was fun"
"Edsacly my thoughts so what you want to do now "
"Well I don't really want to move so how about a TV show or another film" "
"The word film sounds slurd as I slowly start to drop off to sleep a few hours late I wake up to a cute asleep Natasha I cuddle back into her and fall asleep...

I think a few more hours pass and I wake myself up. I realise instantly that Natasha isn't next to me.
"Hey your awake can we talk"
"Yeah sure" as she comes to sit next to me I start to panic she sits down and a massive rush of nerves comes over me until I meet her eyes. I calm down almost straight away and almost feel like im dreaming.
"So last night , Elise I like you well I like you a lot I was wondering...
I feel our lips meet her warm touch on my cheek. It feels like forever since we've done this but this is different no cameras just me and her it's personal. We brake apart and I see a smile on her face "does that answer your question"
"Wow yeah yeah it does"...