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A yellow card 3.

" he's gay" a couple of days later they were all at Natasha's place having lunch talking about the date" anna he is not gay he kissed her" "adian he might be and only just worked it out" "guys stop, i think i know why he acted like that" Xander said holding a newspaper, " why do you have that?" natasha asked as he showed her, " son of a bitch" she grabed her bag and stormed off, she found her self at his address she knocked on his door, he opened with a smile, " hey come in"  she walked in and stood in front of his fire place,  " 6 years ago, you were in a car crash, you were drinking your car hit a small blue car, the car you hit smashed few a pylon then crashed in to a cement wall, it took them the um paramedics 6 hours to free her the drive of the other car, it then took 10 months for her to learn to walk again, did you know? did you, look at me, do know what you did? you ruined me, ruined my life, destroyed my dreams, took everything I love from me....you took everything I had  to look for ward to, so I will ask you just once more, did you know who I was? look at me dam it, did you know? "  "yes, I always have I um I  cant I'm sorry" " your fucking sorry, don't drive drunk" "Natasha don't I" "go to hell " she slapped him and walked out and ran down the stairs and down on to the street and leaned agents her car crying.

" wow I am just wow Tasha I am so sorry"  victor said sitting in between his boyfriends legs, " I fell so stupid, I actually like him like I could see it going some where, I want to punch him in his face" " so what will you do?" Zane asked  " refund his money and send  him somewhere else" " honey maybe you should go talk to him" "why?" "he's life was ruined to" " fine, I'll go see him after class tomorrow" 'that's my girl" "we'll your lucky I was raised right" "your gold honey"  she hugged them both then finished her ice tea.

The next day she found her self standing at his door she would reach up to knock then stop she did this five times, "what am I doing?" she said to her self as she turned around he was standing behind her holding groceries and eating a cookie,  he took the cookie out of his mouth and grabbed the keys and opened his door, he walked in placed the bags on the bench and turned around "you can come in I wont bite " she walked in and closed the door behind her, "victor said I need to um your um life was ruined too and okay so go" " Natasha I can never make up for what I did and I understand if you hate me and want to stop the class's and the lessons but I'm begging you don't I really do need this please" " one thing first" "yes" " why the hell did you ask me out knowing who was, you had to know how I would reacted once I found out, I cant even look you with out crying, do you know that every day it hurt's I have a rod up my spin, I have scares up my legs and my back I was going to be married but he decided I was too much work being hurt and all so he called it of he's married now and has three boys" "tell me what to do and I will do it, I will do anything you ask" " bleed for me" " how?" " show me how much you want me to forgive you, in your sweat, with every move you make from this moment on make it hurt, make it count and then maybe one day I will forgive you" " I promes you Natasha that I will bleed for you" she walked out leaving him alone, lacey showed up after wards "so how did it go?" "she hates me" "you almost killed her" "I know but it's so much worse then that, she was gona be married and he walked away, I really did a number on her" " yeah but you did time for it" " it's not enoth lacey, I have um" " your falling for her" " yep, just shoot me now"

The next day after class he stood at the back of the studio leaning agents the bar, she walked over while putting her hair up in a messy bun he watched her move every inch of her made him weak in the stomach, he wanted to grab her and kiss her then  have his way with her right there agents the wall, he pushed does thoughts out of his mind, "so lets do this" he said she glanced up at him he was handsome and tall and she wanted to kiss him, "stop it Tasha " she thought to her self, "right so lets strip it down and build it up you need to be honest with me from now on and I need to know that you have this, because all I want to do is punch you in the face" "do it, punch me as hard as you can" "why?'' " because I need you to make it hurt" "fine" she punched him as hard as she could  and made his nose bleed, "fell better?" he asked holding is nose, "oh god, I'm sorry that actually worked, ill get you a towel, she ran to grab a towel for him, they sat on the floor together  she held the towel to his face, " I'm probley wrong to say this but your kinda beautiful" she lowered the towel, "no you should not say that to me, and I shouldn't like hearing you saying it" " your beautiful Natasha"  he said placing his hand on the back of her neck and pulling her to him to kiss her, she wanted to pull away but again kissed him back he let go of her neck and lifter her on to his lap and removed her singlet while still kissing her, she run her hands up the back of his shirt " stop...stop I can't I'm sorry you need to go" "Natasha" she stood up he stood up, "please just go" he walked out she leaned on the bar and rested her head against the mirra.