Tedious. Intimidating. Weird.
All reasons why Mira Lemaire thought she hasn't
been in a relationship. She's already 21 and all her mother does is nag about her not having a significant other or a successful career. And having a sister who has ever...
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♛ Mira ♛
Skipping Forward To Friday
I wake up to my kitten Misu jumping on me. He's just the cutest little thing. I opened my phone to see that it was currently 6:30AM, I was up before my alarm went off.
I walked in the bathroom, took a shower brushed my teeth. I got dressed in some grey leggings, a oversized, cropped orange hoodie and my yeezys. I put my hair in a messy bun and didn't bother putting on makeup considering it was early and really hot.
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I bring down my luggages and my purse downstairs.
*Fast forward car ride*
"Mija are you going to be ok in France?", my mother asked with a worried tone.
"Yes mom. I'll be with dad, plus, I've been there before", I responded.
"Mira, you was 8 years old!", she reclaimed. "I know ma pero that doesn't mean I can't remember"
"You're just like your father, hardheaded", she chuckled. "But just cuídate, and call me when you get there. Promise me you'll call me or your sister every night."
"Okay mami, I promise. I have to go before I miss my flight, love you.", I said.
"Love y-you too amor", she responded tearfully as her voice cracked.
I checked in, went through TSA and boarded my plane.
"Ladies and gentlemen, my name is Alex and I'm your chief flight attendant. On behalf of Captain Sanders & the entire crew, welcome aboard Air France Airlines, flight F412, non-stop service from John F. Kennedy, New York to Charles de Gaulle Airport, Paris, France."
What upsets me is that I know I can do a lot with my life but I feel like my anxiety stops me . I mean I'm not broke but I definitely can't live off my savings and parents forever . You know I may seem like I hate the thought of loving someone ,but the truth is I'm just scared I'll never find true love .
"Ladies and gentlemen, the Captain has turned on the Fasten Seat Belt sign, and you may now move around the cabin. However we always recommend to keep your seat belt fastened while you're seated. In a few moments, the flight atten-"
I put in my AirPods to block out the noise. As I sit in my seat, looking out the window, I hope that I would be able find someone who would understand and like me for me..
