Life hurts. Love hurts worse. I finally stood up for myself and he said "Maybe we should split up" I pushed all my feelings aside and told him if thats what he wanted so be it. He knows how depressed I am...... I try to let my feelings out around him..... But it hurts, it hurts really fucking bad..... But I bet you guys are sick of hearing my bullshit..... Just like he was...... I have lost two people in one week..... Way to go me......
Maybe I should just fucking die
