I loved him. I gave him everything. I got drunked. He took my virginity. Got pregant. He ran away.
I got traumatized but I accepted everything because he gave me hapiness. He gave me a baby.
Then I didn't expect na meron dadating na lalake sa buhay ko. He loved me with all his heart and would give up everything.
"I love you" he whispered.
I smiled. "Thank you"
I saw his soft bitter smile. I'm sorry.
How can I love if I can't let go of my past?
How can I love if I'm afraid?
I'm afraid.
Because if I'll love again....
It'll hurt the "second time around"