To Find New Love (boyxboy)

Chapter one

JOSH'S POV

  I don't really feel any of the pain the bullies give me since they have been doing it for two months now. Right now I'm in the boys bathroom getting my ass beat up by Jake Roth, the school bully. I just sit there and take like the pussy I am. The only think that holds me from ending it all is my little sister Amy, and my boyfriend Alex. So I don't end it because she's counting on me and my boyfriend would end his to. And I don't want that.

  The bullies are finally satisfied with their artwork and decide to walk away. When they walk away I get up and look in the mirror and let out a big sigh. I had blood coming from my nose, a busted eyebrow and lip. I'm pretty sure I have a broken rib but its all numb. I just can't wait to get home and talk to Alex. Its the highlight of my day to see his face and hear his voice.

   I limp back to class and sit down in my seat. Thank God its my last class and its a Friday, but my last class is math. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhh.

        TIME SKIP TO END OF SCHOOL

  As I started to walk home I grabbed my phone to video chat Alex. Ive been waiting all day to talk to him. I pulled out my phone and clicked the video icon to video chat him. He finally answers after three rings. For some reason he's wearing a hoodie and covering his face.

"Hey, you alright?"
                                   "Yeah I'm fine"
"Okay, so how was your day"
                              "It was fine,I guess"
"What do u mean by 'i guess'"
      "Oh nothing. I just have a test due"
"Okay,can I see your pretty face"
                      "Oh,sry my mom wants me to walk the dog. Bye. Love u"
   "Bye love you"

   That was wierd,as soon as I brought up me seeing his face he had to go. He probably just had to go walk the dog,he'll let me see his face later. I hope. I don't care, anyway I'm almost home and I'm sure when I get there my mom will make me make dinner like usual.

  I hope my little sister is home. I love playing and watching tv with her and she calls me her hero. I think its really cute. But she's always at her friends or grandmas. My parents don't like to take care of her. When she is home I watch her, which I don't mind at all.

  When I walked into my house I was greeted my my little sister Amy jumping at me with a hug I hugged her back, but quickly let go when my mom told me to make dinner which was chicken and dumplings. It was pretty easy to make.( I forgot to say that amy is 10 and josh is 16)after I was done I told Amy to set the table, which she did.

  After I ate dinner I went to my room and pulled out my phone. I started to text Alex and talk to him but he seemed off. i don't know how but he just did. He wasn't as enthusiastic as usual. He seemed down or sad about something but I didn't bring it up. After a while about talking about drama and family's I felt tired and went to sleep.

        ALEX'S POV

*back to that morning*

  I was walking into my second class thinking about josh, as usual. I looked down at my phone to see a text from josh

  "It happened again, this time I think they broke a rib, but its numbed so I can't feel it"

  I frowned at the text I got from my boyfriend. He gets bullied for being gay which is so stupid.

    "You can't let it get you down, you should tell somebody"

I answered with a nice text and it didnt take him long at all to answer

   "I cant, he said if I told on him he would tell the whole school"

I thought for a moment of what my answer would be. I mean I want him to tell on him but I don't want him to be bullied either so I answered with a quick.            "Okay"

After that I sat down in my seat and grabbed my text book and homework and put my phone in my bag. I sat by the normal people, Annie and Ben. Those people have been my best friends forever.

   After a while to sitting and talking my phone buzzez. I got excited so I look at my phone but to only be devastated. I had a text from the school bully Austin Myers.

"Meet me at the tree in the parking lot, if you don't I kill u"

  I get these text all the time from him but usually they say something like 'die' or 'go kill yourself' and 'nobody needs you'. But since this one is to meet him somewhere I was scared but curious of what was going to happen. So I go to the tree after the class because it was a short day today with teacher meetings.

   When I got there Austin and his gang were standing by the tree. I asked what they wanted and they just started walking up to me. I started to back away but they caught me. "You dont deserve to live anymore, fag" Austin whispered in my ear and after whispering he kneed my side to where I fell to the ground. When I fell to the ground Austin and his gang started to kick and punch at me. I started to yell at them but everytime I would yell they would just kick me in the mouth. When they were done beating my ass and telling me to die. I got up and lemped home. When I got home I went up stairs to my room and just sat there reading. After a while I got a video call from josh. I freaked out and put a hoodie on to hide my face. We talked for a minute before he asked to see my face and then I said my mom wanted me to walk the dog. Even know she didn't. We hung up and I went to go in the computer but only to find more hate emails and texts to go kill my self.

   That night I actually considered killing myself but I didnt. I got my razor and broke it so I had one to cut my self with. I put the cold metal to my skin and started to put pressure. Finally what felt like an eternity, the metal cut into my skin and drew blood. The scarlet liquid ran down my arm as I cut a line into my wrist. I eventually cut many lines into my wrist and felt the pain and blood run down onto my floor.

   I started to get dizzy and my eyes get heavy. I eventually pasted out from blood lost.

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