LOVE WILL REMEMBER.

Chapter 34

SELENA P.O.V

After that moment with my sister it was hard to enjoy the party but I continue to smile because I had to be okay for her.

"Are you alright?" Louis sits next to me. We haven't really talked since what happened earlier.

"Yeah I'm perfectly fine." I look at my daughter who's playing with the rest of the kids.

"I'm so sorry about earlier." He whispers.

I turn to face him. "No I'm sorry I shouldn't of said that. We we're both angry and we said things we should of have said. Everything forgotten." I smile, he pulls me closer and kisses my forehead.

"Look at them.." Louis says referring to Maddy who's trying to have a conversation with Harry.

"Don't you think it's time." What he says makes me sit up.

"No. Stop it."

"Sel I'm always going to be her father and her and I will always have something special but let's face the truth you/we never tried to let him know and give him a chance. Life is to short to keep grudges or secrets specially if there's an innocent little one in between of everything..I hate to say this but she's going to leave us any day and I will forever regret keeping her away from him. As a dad I would of been heartbroken if they've kept me from my child, from seeing my creation shape into a sweet beautiful little human being and be there for the good and bad."

As much as I didn't want to admit both my sister and Louis are right..I have to tell him; I should of told him but I can't sit here and think about how things would of  been if I would of done things differently. I can tell him now but I'm scared of his reaction. I'm afraid he will hate, I'm afraid she will hate me even tho they have they right to be mad and hate me all they want because I took them both away from each other; I took away Harry's right to know he has a daughter and I took away his chance of being able to raise a little beautiful human being that we both made with out knowing but to me she's a blessing. Louis will forever be her father but I also took her chance of growing up and spending time with her real father. It's time, I can't wait until it's too late.

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Everybody else left except the guys.

"What a successful day!" My sister yells as she makes her way to the leaving.

I let Louis know of what I was going to do.

"Was it the best birthday?" Liam asks Maddy but Maddy is so tire that she nods in response.

I look at Louis to let him know, it was time and he nods.

"I'm going take Maddy to her room; it's bed time." Louis announces. He carries Maddy and makes his way up the stairs.

I look at Harry but I find him looking at me already and it makes me more nervous.

I get up and whisper to him. "Can we talk?"

He nods and gets up.

"So tell me-" Mariana and Caleb try  to distract the guys and make conversation with them.

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