Speculation

Kiwi

3 weeks later.

Saying yes to joining Harry was both the best decision and the hardest. I absolutely love traveling with him, I love sleeping in his arms every single night. 

So, allow me to go through the pros and cons of dating an international heartthrob.

Pros; He's sexy as fuck, knows how to please me, very sweet and romantic without even trying, very assuring and doting as well as generous.

Cons; The women throwing themselves at him, the fans causing drama for any woman he's linked to, the fact that you are not free to do what you want wherever you want and oh yea.

The publicity stunts.

That was the worst for me, his management didn't feel like it was a good time for their heartthrob to be committed so Harry and I's relationship has still been kept secret. Only the boys, Naomi and the crew knew about us.

I didn't even tell my family about him, all they knew was that I was on a road trip with some friends and it was killing me. I knew if it were up to Harry that we would be public but management is there for a reason and I know not to fight with them. 

But seeing your boyfriend on the front page of the tabloids out with people as beautiful as Cara Delevingne is definitely NOT my favorite thing in the world.

Harry knew this, he'd go out of his way to do special things for me. Like for instance right now we are in a car all alone heading out to the Best Friends Animal Sanctuary in Kanab Utah. Harry knows how much I love animals so he arranged for the two of us to volunteer there overnight before the boys' show in Vegas tomorrow. 

Once we put our things in the cabin we're staying in one of the staff members led us on a tour of the massive property. Seeing Harry in a tank top, shorts, and sneakers was refreshing, his hair had grown long enough to pull back into a small bun that I loved to tease him about. The staff was wonderful allowing us to feed the horses and donkeys as they led us around the beautiful Angel Canyon on ATVs.

They led us up to a large building, once we walked in Harry's eyes sparkled as he was surrounded by cats wanting his attention. They went on to explain that these cats were leukemia positive and wouldn't normally be adopted. Harry and I sat down for hours just playing and petting them, one orange striped cat took a liking to me and decided to curl up in my lap. When it was time to go see the dogs I had the hardest time pulling Harry away from the cats, he said that they reminded him of home since his mom always had cats.

We were given a choice to spend time with the puppies or the older dogs that get passed up on, Harry and I both agreed on the older dogs. He was assigned a large Rottweiler while I got an adorable Australian Shepard to take on a sunset walk along the canyon. Harry tangles his fingers with mine as we walk leisurely with the dog's leashes in our other hands.

Angel Canyon was beautiful, there were small caves with old paintings from the Indians that use to reside in the canyon. Once we reached the end of the trail the sun had just started setting, it was absolutely breathtaking but even more so when I saw it reflected in Harry's eyes.

He takes the leash from me then tosses both of them down and steps on them so the dogs couldn't go anything before wrapping his arms around me and kissing me passionately.

It was time.

"I love you Harry." I whisper after breaking away from the kiss breathlessly. 

"I know." He smirks cheekily.

"When? How?"

"Ever since New York." He whispers before kissing me softly. "I'm so desperately in love with you Townes."