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"i always tried to tell myself
that I'd fall in love with someone else"

i started dating again a few months later
to find someone else to consume my thoughts
instead of you

mark was the perfect boyfriend,
but i couldn't help but feel as of something was missing
maybe i was just overthinking like i always do

"i love you so much y/n, i promise i will do whatever it is to keep you happy!"
"i love you too mark"

sentences like these were usually shared between us
'i love you' was one of the most common
but i always couldn't help but wonder

do i really love him?
at least i think i do

am i a bad person?
playing with his emotions when i really don't know what or who i want

i don't want to treat mark like an option,
he deserves better than someone like me,
he deserves someone who will love him
someone who isn't me

i'm sorry mark taun

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