There isn't anything that I can do
I can't force a relationship
An effort to think of me
Maybe a consideration, perhaps?
Do I run across your mind
Does my name enter your thoughts
The reality of my emotions
I felt each feeling.
Carrying a yearly weight
I didn't know existed
The range of faces that I wore
Playing my heart like a drum.
I bathed in my tears
Tried to find the answers
Ask those I trusted, loved
Opinions of wide variety.
My heart shattered
I couldn't clean it
Too distraught
Too distracted.
