Cams POV
What have I done .
How could I do that
To her....
To our baby...
I'm a terrible person.
She hates me. I see no point in living.
I ran to the bathroom grabbed the bottle of pills I heard someone running up the stairs
Shit shit shit cap come on god dammit ! Fuck The fun over there. I grabbed the gun
Nash "CAMERON WHERE THE FU-"
Nash "c-Cameron man w-what are you d-doing with that gun...?"
Me "nash man I see no point in living sh-" he cut me off
Nash "YOU WHAT. SEE NO POINT IN LIVING?? Actually you do you have your baby to live for. you have us to live for you have Maddison to live for . So please Cameron give me the gun." Nash said with tears streaming down his face.
Cam "I can't do this anyone nash." I whispered .
Nash "Cameron Alexander fucking dallas give me the fucking gun!" He yelled at this point bawling .
Cam "I love you nash." I whispered and held the gun to my head .
Nash "CAMERON NO PLEASE GET THE THING AWAY FROM YOUR HEAD PLEASE I NEED YOU YOUR BABY NEEDS YOU THE FAM NEEDS YOU MADS NEEDS YOU!"
Cam "she hates me."
Nash walked closer to me .
Nash "cam she doesn't hate you . she's upset! you would be too in her position . give her time.
I nodded.
Nash "now please man give me the gun."
I handed him the gun shaking.
Nash "c-cam...what are those marks on your w-wrist.."
Me "I needed an escape."
Nash "Cameron I know it's hard. But please don't do this to your self. "
"I'm sorry." I whispered.
And with that nash engulfed me in a hug. I got on twitter
@camerondallas :"wouldn't be here if it wasn't for my man nash...he keeps me sane @nashgrier"
Maddison's POV .
Me and Connor were just sitting here watching a movie when nash called.
{ Phone convo }
M : what nash.
N : mads...
M : nash what's wrong?
N : cameron he...he tried to kill himself .
I hung up told. Connor I had to go and took off back to mine and cams place.
I walked in .
Me "CAMERON WHERE ARE YOU!??" I ran up the stairs and saw him sitting on the bed.
Cam "Maddison !" He screamed and engulfed me into a hug and crashed his lips into mine.
He then when onto his knees and whispered to my stomach .
Cam "I'm so sorry baby. daddy loves you very much. I can't wait to meet you."
I was crying .
Cam "I'm so sorry mads"
Me "Cameron I need you. I can't do this without you ok? It's okay alright?"
Cam nodded then smiled and kissed me again and then kissed my tummy.
We laid down and went to sleep .
Finally
Back
In
His
Arms.
ext day/
Ugh here we go .
"CAM NASH TAYLOR JACK JACK CARTER MATTHEW JACOB HAYES AARON SHAWN CONNOR JC RICKY TREVOR KIAN COME ON!!!"
Today we find out the gender.
I forgave all the boys and the boys forgave cam.
Taylor ran up to me and Hugged me then kissed my stomach along with the rest of them. Me and cam walked into the doctors hand I'm hand followed by the rest of the crew.
Jc was making a youtube video .
Jc "WHATS UP O2L!!!" He screamed and we all cheered. (We were the only ones in the waiting room)
Jc :"everyone this is...well you all know them!"
Kian "well duhh everyone know mwah!" He said and made his crab looking face.
We all laughed.
Jc "soo today we find out what our man cam and his lovely girlfriend also our best friend Maddison's gender of the baby!!"
I smiled .
They continued talking .
DS "Maddison mills and friends!"
We all stood up and walked into the room!
Cam whispered "what do you want it to be?"
Me "i don't care as long as he/she is healthy."
He smiled and kissed my cheek.
I laid down on the chair and before they put the gel on me Trevor yelled.
Trevor "I WANNA DO THAT!!"
DS "okay well come on do you mind Maddison?" I laughed and cam helped me up.
They put the gel on Trevor and he shrieked .
Trev "damn it's cold."
We looked at the screen and Trevor was laughing .
Ricky "why are we doing this haha."
We all shrugged then finally I laid down she put the gel on my tummy and began talking .
All the boys were standing by me.
DS "okay well altasounds aren't always 110% true but! It looks like your having a wonderful health baby......"
SORRY I LEFT YOU GUYS HANGING THEREE.
And woah god crazy chapter . Cried while making it.
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