FIRST DAY OF 10TH GRADE

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Clays pov.

I woke up to bvb smoke and mirrors blasting in my ears. I guess I fell asleep with my headphones in. I should pick one of my favorite songs as my akarm.  Truthfully a really bad idea but who cares . I got out of bed and decided to go and shower before getting breakfast I went to the bathroom and took a quick shower before putting on a black MMCR shirt on. And a pair of ripped black jeans. My parents being bery conservative and not agreeing with my stlye or anything really  I do . I think it's dum how people are so close minded maybe if I went to church more I wouldn't think the way I do... I don't know. I push these thoughts out of my mind and head down stairs  "what are you wearing I thought I just bought u a new dress two days ago" my mom screamed at me the minute she saw me in the stairs ya you did but I hate the color yellow and I like this better I replied bitterly gestering to my clothes. Oh whatever eat some waffles piped up my sister. Maddi has always been the perfect little daughter ma ybe I can give her the dress.  Hey clay before u go said my mom there is a rally over by the town square re!beer to change before we go.  What is it for I ask truthfully dreading the amswers. Those homosexual fags! Shouts my sister such vulgure  language coming from my pretty little sister. Ugh do I have to go u no I hate standing around four hours. Yes you will go no if and or butts now go your gonna be late  with that I grab my bag and race out the door.


Jaylee pov.

I'm super excited for my first day of 10th grade I don't know anybody though so maybe I shouldn't be. I've been up since 4:30 planning my outfit and what I'll say and drawing stuff. Sometimes the stuff I draw gets bad.... Sometimes I leave my head space and realize I'm drawing anz-"good morning darling "myother interrupted my thoughts. Are you ready for your first day.   Sure... Okay then go shower breakfast is waiting  I get up and leave my room going to the bathroom and get in the shower I have the normal shower thoughts like is it weight that I'm hear why are they pretending like nothing happened back home is everyone gonna hate me you know the usual stuff I turn the water off and get out putting in a black low cut tank top and some ripped blue jeans brushing my straight dark brown hair all two one side then I go to get breakfast hey sweetie want some coffee asked my mom no I'm fine I better get going okay ahve a good day love u I rushed out the door to my car and start jamming to the radio




Clays pov.

I sit in home room talking to my friend Kyle about the usual stuff witch ppl he thinks are hot bla bla bla
When all the sudden she walks in I don't know who she is but she is amazing her dark brown hair her vibrant hazel eyes down to the last detail she is amazing "clay clay hello" oh uh ya uh what Kyle
WTF was that clay Jesus pay attention at least what are u even looking at. N..not..hing. umm okay sure.  I go back to my head space as all these thoughts go trough my head no hod I can't think like this again it isn't right it isn't it's wrong this is wrong I shouldn't be thinking like this I need to start going back to church don't I. CLAY WTF WHTA IS WRONG WITH U!  What Kyle ? What r u staring at jeeze. Are u back now ? Ya sure what's is so important.
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othing I just hate being ignored.

Skip to lunch

Jaylee pov

I've made 0 friends and my confidence is failing this really sucks I have no were to sit either  hey u can sit with us if u want a girl said getting my attention she was absolutely stunning she had purple and blonde hair snake bites and and beautiful eyes sure why not I said who was this mystery girl well I guess I'm about to find out so what's your name she said casually  umm my name is jaylee! Oh that's such a pretty name.

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