"It's almost one year, as usual I'm doing just fine."
It's almost one year, I'm never okay.
"After the day, I just need one week to get rid off you."
After the day, I always failed to get over you.
"I never love you anyway"
I always love you, since the day I told you so.
"I'm not even care whether you already move on or not, you already replace me or not, it's not my business."
I'm hurt, I'm dying.
"I solemnly swear I never checked your social media even for once."
I always do.
"I never ever cry over you, like never ever in a million times."
It's almost 24/7 I cry over you. Like now on.
"I never read our old conversations, I've deleted it a long time ago."
I always read them, I never deleted it from my old phone.
"I don't have your photograph anymore."
I still keep it, because I know I can't take another one anymore.
"Your friends has nothing to do with me, they are never make me sad or hurt me."
They've hurt me, may be you never now. But they did and the most powerful one is twice.
"I don't listening to stupid sad song over and over again."
I listening to sad song on rotation almost 24/7.
"I don't read the stupid sad love story."
I buy unimportant sad books, just to torture my feeling.
"I never think about you."
I always do that, even when my life get really tough.
"I never miss you."
I miss you so much.
"I always hate you."
I always love you.
And after that day,
I'm always happy..
And after that day,
I don't know what happy is all about.
