You're probably angry at me for this. My issues were nothing compared to yours or the issues of others around me. I am just so weak. I couldn't take it. Pain is subjective, and for me it just got to be too much. You're so much stronger than I ever was. Please, for me, don't allow yourself to fall victim to your own self. You can get through this. If anyone can, it's you. I'm sorry for being so annoying and never telling you things like how bad it was or what jack did. You deserve better friends than me. Sorry for bothering you so much.