You can not find peace by avoiding

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Nathan pov

I know Sam very well, I know what she's doing.

It's very brave for her to do that, but it's still very stupid.

"Melanie, can I talk to you?" I asked on a cocky voice.

The real Melanie gave me a very sharp look.

Sam, who was pretending to be Mel, walked behind me.

We sat in my room and I narrowed much eyes.

"Hi, Sam." She just froze.

"I'm Melanie, Nathan."I sighed as she blurted those words out.

"Sam, what your doing is very nice... and generous. But seriously, what are you going to do when 'Sam'," I said in quotation marks.

"Has the baby, the baby would think that your the mum." Melanie having a baby was quite sickening.

I knew she was smart, kind and irresponsible... but I never knew she that irresponsible!

I wonder who...

Even thinking about it made me sick.

"Sam, your going to have to miss school for nine months!" I tell her.

"I'm fine with that," I chuckled as Sam spread her arms.

"But, won't she stay at home too?" Sam asked me.

I thought for a moment.

Melanie's belly would enlarge like... each time she eats, right?

I mean, I didn't really pay attention in the sex education class.

I do pay attention in others, but that's just... yucky.

"You've got to tell mum!" I tell her.

Sam always listened to me, I hope she doesn't stop now because if she doesn't, she'll end up in big trouble.

She sighs.

"Ok, I will... but only in about a month or two." Sam protested.

Is she crazy?!?!?! NO WAY!

"A week or two, No way!"

Sam sighs again.

"Nath-" She tries to say something, but I cut her off.

"In about two days." I declare.

Sam rubs her eyes.

"Fine..."

She walked out and an awkward silence surround the room.

I grabbed my notepad and started to write in it.

I was finishing my poem I started last night.

It was about anger. I hardly felt it, though.

Ok, I felt it before, but it was so vivid that I hardly remember it.

I tried to inspire myself by searching stuff on YouTube that I hate, like:

Rap, Bullies, poverty... And things that I could also relate too.

Like when my Dad left me.

I wasn't angry, I hated it as much as Sam did.

I always used to comfort and pretend that dad was coming home, when she was about 8, anyway.

It hurt to know that she lost hope... when she did... it was like I lost hope too.

Sam was the only thing that made me have so much belief in it.

I mean, Ben was also there... but after a while, at the age of 7... it was like Ben hated him.

Every time I brought up the situation, he'd throw a pillow at me or punch me on the arm.

I didn't get it before, so I just told Mum and she decided that I should just let it go because dad wasn't coming back.

She said that she didn't need him, but we all knew she did.

When I was 5, she always used to cry in her room and smoke pot or something.

We had a big house, but thick walls... our neighbour soon reported her to the police and she served 3 years in anger management.

I am not trying to be mean, but I'm surprised we're not in social service.

I was happy she went to anger management because she would sometimes channel her anger on us.

Especially Sam.

She'd spank her time to time if she did something to frustrate her and every time she did, Sam would come running to me.

After Sam's sixth birthday, Sam thought that Mums name calling on her was a game and she started using words like:

'dirtbag'

'Nub'

'wimp' and stuff like that.

Sam got used to it and very now and then, when Sam is angry with my mum, she'd often use those words on mum.

That was a decade ago though.

I'm 17 and its like a memory I can't erase.

Sam's fifteen and its like she doesn't need me anymore.

I sometimes comforts her, time to time. Buts it's not the same anymore. She's independent and I find it really funny that she covers her emotions under all the tough stuff... it makes me smile to know that she's coping with all of this.

Well thus is the end. I didn't spell check, so have mercy :)
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