The bell rang out of class and it was lunch time..
Mary: I could see you looking in the other class room. you where looking at Lolipops again! (Lolipop is the code name for Chris, we have a small school so we use code names on cute boys. silly right? yeah but we had to, haha)
Me: Pfthh, nooo... I was totally not! *ironi*
Mary: yes you where! you can't look at him anymore, you've got a boyfriend!
Me: yeah i know.. i'm sorry, but everytime i see him its like the first time! His big brown eyes makes me feel good and varm inside that i just melt by looking into them, and his smile is just "WOW". you know i like that kind of type of guy. he ignores me so i want him more, and his style is sexy! I know he doesn't like me, mostly because of my friends! *looking at Mary, raising my one eyebrow*
(it is very alike Justin's style and Jacob Latimore. he saggs and is tiny and cute like them.)
Mary: What? yeah i'm sorry i was just a little drunk at the ball!
Me: a little? YO DUDE, you where waisted!! *laughing*
Mary: Kaay, but its not just me! Simon yelles too him all the time!
And So we wen't too lunch. i still felt guilty with Steven..
Me: Hey!
Steven: Hey!!
*hugs Steven*
Why don't we ever kiss or flirt? we do nothing, i like him but we just don't coneckt.
Mary: So STEEEVEE!
Steven: What ?
Mary: Why do you never hang out with Violet?
Me: Mary stop it! *It's like she just read my mind!*
Steven: it's okay! no i don't know.. I have to be honest, i feel weird around you Violet. I really like you though! *smiles bigg and innocent*
Me: I was just thinking the same thing!
Steven: WOW! thats awsome!
Me: yeah totally! And i do feel very bored around you. *smiles*
Steven: me too! Around you not me!
Me: Yeah i kinda got that *giggles*. Soo.. are we breaking up here, or..?
Steven: yupp *nods*
Me: well okay then *smiles bigg* Bye!
Steven: Bye!
We both walked away from the food table really happy. I know what your thinking, *Okay that was just wierd!* well not every breakup needs to be perfect, and we both wanted this done.
I sat down with Simon and the others. Mary followed me, so she woulden't be alone.
There he was, so perfect! Have you ever had a chrush like this and he just complitely does not care about you? he looks over, somethimes it looks like he wants to talk, but somethimes he just look rude and annoyed at me! I want him so bad! I've liked him since the start of 11th grade! Next year we probably wont even go to the same school. Sad, but thats life.. I even have had Sex thoughts of him! LOL, sorry but i'm 16 & soon 17 years old, you gett a bitt dirty thoughts. And you i don't think you should date someone you don't want to have sex with in the future. Well thats just my point of view.
I dream about him so much i don't have the count on how much.
Simon started pissind me off with poking me and saying the same thing over again! i just wan'ted to hitt him. he is like my brother. Annoying little brother!
Me: STOP IT!
Simon: owow, someones a little cranky today? *keeps annoying*
Me: Simon!! SSLY?
Mario: Simon stop.. your annoying her.
Mario is the type of guy that fitts everyone, no joke! he is kind but tuff. He is caring, sweet understanding, show off, and yeh.
Mario, Simon and everyone of my guy friends knew Chris so he sat down beside us. he cept starring at me like normall, but in that way i said earlier. I wonder if he is thinking of me. well he gott to right? he is starring.
"CHRISES POV"
I wonder what she is thinkin. is she thinking of me? i wanna talk to her. she looks hott in her.. uhh.. Short outfit of some kind of clothing? *confused look*
"VIOLETS POV"
Oh no he is looking weird at me! he hates my face! god damn..
"CHRISES POV"
Well anyways. She is looking hott! thank god for summer and small clothes. LOL! I could bang that!
What ? i'm a guy at 16. well still she is totaly beautiful! She is talking to the other guys. what should i say. i always get nervous around her, and i don't know why..
Violet: So.. who's going to Sandra's party on saturday?
Mario: We all are. I bett you can't since your parents are so overprotective *laughs*
Violet: I'm gonna go! I'll sleep over at my friends *smiles*
Ahh! i gotta go! this is a great apurtuniti to really talk to her, or even kiss her! everything is easier drunk!
Omg when she smiles i die a little.. damn!
Me: Lets go too, Brad(my best budd)
Brad: Naah..
Me: Common man! it will be awsome.
Brad: alright man! *phounds fist*
She looks like she awoyds me for some reason..
"VIOLETS POV"
OMGOMGOMGOMG!!! HE IS GOING!! I just have too go! Like Sireously!! I'm like dying inside now!!!
Mary: hold your horses V! *laughs at me*
Me: it showes that well *i wispered*
Mary: Nope! i just know when you freak out.
Simon, Mario and Mary ar all looking at me.. Well great!
i'm trying my best to awoid him though.
Simon: I bett your really happy he is coming, huh, huh ?
Me: Oh, Shutup Simon!
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Wohoo my secound chapter!
I said it'll be done soon ;)
i hope you liked it! <3
Bye! xoxo
