The person that I forget to love.

Past

Syaz's POV

It been 9 years since we talked to each other like we used to be when we still child huh?.I keep wondering how I suppose to forget about him and how can I get rid of this flowing feelings away.This feeling had possessed me from a long time ago.

My name is Melissa Syaz and I'm gonna turn 17 years old in 17th September this year.There are the person that I like for a long time ago and even now the word of love still stucking at my throat.It is not a piece of cake to forget about how I really love him.I know this is just one-sided love and that is why I want to forget it.
Max alexendra is the name that I keep writting in my mind.He is my childhood friend and the person that I love for this past 9 years.We used to play,laugh,and fight together .I still does not know why did we stop talking to each other but I guess maybe because of the GROWING UP factor huh?Our family were really close to each other and yet nothing happened between us.Neither talking nor laughing.Just a beat of heart-skipping when I meet him.

But one day I had a very unbelieveable dream.In my dream he really love to tease me a lot.But it just a dream .Like it gonna happened huh?When I opened both of my eyes I heard someone were calling for me."Syaz!..Syaz!..get up from your bed and come down to breakfast now,or you gonna be late again"it was my landlord,Jessie.

I live away from my house since I want to .Well it is not like we're fighting after all.I just want to help my mom gain money in order to lift up her burden even a bit.So,I had study really hard and also goes to work after school.I live in ordinary life like I always had.But....

On the way back from my part time work.I saw an ambullance were right in front of our house.I saw Jessie on the ambullance and it seem like she's in pain."Hey.What happened to her ?"I tried to asking someone from on ambullance."She's suddenly had a heart-attack."The ambullance leaved soon brought Jessie to the hospital.

I hurriedly go to the hospital.Thankfully,she is stable now."Syaz, I'm affraid that the doctor isn't let me discharge for a while.So I hope you can bear to live alone without me at the house right?" I'm nodded and told her that for not forcing herself.Well,it is not bad to live alone by myself right?

"But..by the way Syaz my nephew were going to live with you start tomorrow since my nephew doesn't have any place to stay.Actually my nephew were around at your age and my nephew were just transfered yesterday."Said Jessie.I tild her that it's fine and I also had a friend to talk with while she is at the hospital.

She told me that her nephew will arrived at 11 a.m tomorrow. I'm nodded as I understand what she's told me. I ask for my leave and going back to the house to cleaning before Jessie's nephew come."I wonder how Jessie's nephew are?" I keep muttering all by myself while wiping the window.

The sun had rise gracefully as the bird singing melodiously at the tree.Finally today my new housemates will gonna live with me and we can be friends.That's what I thought.Suddenly, I heard someone were knocking the door.It must be my new housemates.With such enticing face,I open the door excitedly."Welcome! Huh?.Why are you here?"ask me."Why ..well I'm gonna live here starting from today."said Alex.Why on earth did we need to be a housemate! Plus,it kind of awkward for me.

Starting from today, I gonna live together with the person that I love past 9 years ago.What kind of life that we will live on? By thinking about it had make my head spinning like a wheel.

******************************** "I'm sorry for the lack of my novel🙏.But I really wanted all of you read it.Please leave your comment below how you thought about it😶"