Sequel to 'youngest Dobrev'
Story of JJ, Landon, Rhiannon Ackles and Holly Dobrev. The children of Nina, Malina and Jensen.
Full of Love, Loyalty trust and pain
Social media x reality
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PoseyDobrev: for those of you who don't know this is my little brother Nikolai he's 6. He has been kept a secret by many under the wishes of my father. We didn't want him getting caught up in any of the medias drama him to just be a normal happy healthy boy. Today he asked me where our mum was I didn't really know what to say Rhiannon who was with us at the time said "she isn't here anymore but that doesn't mean she forgot you...she is watching over you everyday and believe me when I say you make her proud" he asks the same question every night to which we reply "making sure the monster don't get you" he doesn't fully understand that he will never see her again but he is allowed to live out a fantasy. (Comments disabled)
PoseyDobrev: everyone keeps asking me if I'm ok. What type of question is that my mother just died. I keep telling them I'm fine but truth is I'm not. Before she died I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression which is common in a lot of people. With the help of many family members who also have it I learnt not to let it rule my life. But when my mum died it all stopped. It's like the part of me that could say I was alright died with her. I can't go to shopping centres without having a panic attack, long car trip and loud noises also cause it. The doctors told me it's a sign of PTSD but it isn't maybe those signs but the rest are purely me exams, new people, the outside world all trigger it in some form or another. My depression also got worse every time I saw my dad in pain because he took that bullet for me made me question whether life was worth it, when I think about my mum dying before my eyes and now my cousin who will be leaving behind a little baby I wonder why I'm here. I cry to myself when I'm alone over the fact I'm not good enough. The truth is the only reason I never cut is because I promised my mum making me pause and not want to disappoint her. The only reason I haven't killed myself is because my family doesn't deserve that pain, my little brother already lost his mother and my dad is already struggling and grief would only worsen it. I do what anyone else does put a smile on my face and pretend I'm ok but I'm not.
I'm speaking out about this because my aunt told me to use this it a strength. And this is the only way I know how. It's not something that is spoke about but so many suffer from. #itsoktobeweird #bebrave #nevergiveup
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| RhiannonAckles: good job girl it's a topic that is rarely spoken of but many suffer from so proud of you positive thoughts remember that even in the worst of situations #itsoktobeweird | HollyDobrev: take a deep breath because this is beautiful so many people are having a better day because you told them you have the same problems as them #itsoktobeweird | JusticeJay: put a smile on your face a real on at that because this is something not to many people could do making you truely inspiring and amazing #itsoktobeweird | MalinaAckles: so proud to call you my niece right now not that I'm not everyday you just seen to go above and beyond with everything you do | NinaDobrev: not exactly what I meant but this is just as good your strength is your bravery to bring attention to things that would normally be looked over | LandonAckles: you always told us we inspire you but the truth is you inspire us everyday proud of you Pos #itsoktobeweird | Jarpad: good work this is something that definitely does need to be brought to light #alwayskeepfighting | JensenAckles: proud to call you my niece because this is something not a lot of people could do #alwayskeepfighting | ShepardPadalecki: wow this is impressive something I don't think I could ever do #alwayskeepfighting | OdettePeterson: go girl this is amazing love you always girly | ThomasPadalecki: proud to call you family #alwayskeepfighting | OdettePadalecki: my sister by everything but blood inspires all #alwayskeepfighting | Genpad: you were always an extraordinary girl and this here just proves it good work | DanneelHarris: you did something not a lot of people could do you should be proud smile for really girl because this is amazing | Mathewdaddario: proud to call you my niece wow love you | Catdaddario: I love you so much it's beautiful how you stand up for things that go unsaid your mother would be proud
