I know I shouldn't. But I do.

Chapter One

Even though Ava has been through hell and back she still trusts people. One day walking home from her new school she sees the "bad-boys" at the end of a dark, dreadful ally beating a poor, helpless boy. She knew that she shouldn't go near them but she still goes and helps the poor boy. But the poor boy pushes her away. She knew his face from somewhere but even for her life she couldn't remember where she had seen him from.After that day her life will never be the same...

________________________________________________________________________________The past.

I knew something bad was going to day. I don't know how I knew but I did and I kept waiting and waiting. Until that night I thought everything was perfect and nothing was going to happen but it did. It was heart breaking when we got the news that he died, he didn't deserve to go through that and not tell anyone. LIKE I'M HIS BESTFRIEND FFS. I know it must've been hard to through having heart problems but I could've helped. I don't know how I would've helped but I would have found something. 

It feels like it's my fault. I know that it isn't and my mum and dad told me that it wasn't my fault or anyone's fault but their's something that doesn't add up to me, how did the doctors declare that he's dead but they have lost the body. Shouldn't there be cameras or even a witness? Even the police still. can't find his body and that was 6 years ago.  

We would've been in the same class and year.SO many happy and sad memories could've happened but they never did.

_________________________________________________________________The present.

Tomorrow will be the day he "died". This day still haunts me. I knew it was wrong making my whole family move just because I could see him everywhere I went, they said it was fine but I knew it wasn't.

We (my mum-Sandra, dad-Enzo, brother-Sam and my other brother Tomas but he only lets me call him Tomas) all have just arrived at the airport and me, Sam and Tomas still couldn't believe we were really moving half way around the world to England. It was Sam's job to pick a country and I don't why he picked England, sure it looked nice but there will be so much rain, however, I heard when it gets hot it really is hot so that's a good thing. I think? As we board the plane I realise I don't have a clue where I'm sitting and if we're all going to be sat together  

"Mum, where do I sit?" I say looking at my mum as she looks at my boarding pass like she already knew I was going to ask her that. I love my mum even if she does my heading most of the time. 

"You sit next to Tom." Says my mother as she looks at my dads boarding pass. I don't know why but everyone always feels as if my mum is responsible but she really isn'. She would lose her head if it wasn't attached.

I remember when we all went to little nan's cabin in the woods, mind that we used to live in the country side, we got so lost and thank god that there was already a heater in there are else we'd all be ice by now. Anyway, we went down the wrong road but mum didn't know I have Waze on my phone (Waze is like a satnav but more up to date and it tells you about road works, if there are traffic jams updates and how long you are estimated to stay in the queue for.) so I knew when to tell Sam where to go and mum was like no don't listen to your 16-year-old sister listen to your 40-year-old mother who loves you very much. Let's just say if he listened to me in the first place we could've been there less than an hour whereas it took mum nearly three hours. 

"And where does Tomas sit?" I asked mum while shaking my head because I already know what she is going to say.

"Tom sits next to you" I could see mom's head bobbing up and down like she can't stop laughing. All I could see from my dad was him shaking his head like I was. 

"Mum, for real what seat number am I?" I ask while crossing my fingers hoping she'll tell me and I can finally sit down relax. What it's been a very long day!

"Okay okay calm down you sit in the seats behind me and your dad. Sit in the middle one but first let Tom sit in the window seat. You know he never needs a pee on a plane no matter how long we've been on one. It's quite surprising since he goes every 30 minutes at home." Mum says shaking her head at Tomas.

"What! I don't like then okay! JUst like Ava doesn't like speaking on the phone." Tomas says while looking at me and laughing.

"Why do you always have to bring me into these things?" I say while giving Tomas the look. You know which one I'm talking about when you want that person to stop talking poo and leave you alone.

"Coz I can." He says while he smacks my arm playfully. I hate it when he does that. Like why does he want to touch me for??

I love flying but the taking off is always bad for me I have to hold someone's hand. I don't care if I know them or not I will still use their hand. (When I wrote this I couldn't stop laughing, It sounds so wrong haha.) I also hate when the two people that fly the plain steps out of the cockpit and start to talk to the cabin crew. Do they want all of us and them selves to die or is it rush to them or do they just want to scare the sh*t out of people is that their thing? (Comment here if this has happened to you as well.)

________________________________________________________________________________

Thanks for reading my first story/chapter. Like and comment, please.

1043 words.