A Broken Man

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I pick myself off the ground and look in the mirror, my face is a mess, worse than usual.
I wash my face and open the bathroom door,
to see Derek on the ground
crying right in front of me. I ignore him and begin to pack my bags, like Trevor said to.
"You're leaving me? Look, I know I messed up but please don't do this" he pleads, rephrasing the same thing multiple times, I continue to be strong.  I check my phone and see multiple messages from my friends.
((Mr. Crabby 🦀 💖: Kian Lawley
Cloudy ☁️⭐️: Jc Caylen
♥️RΣDQUΣΣΠ♥️: Ash(ley) Costello
Daddy Wilk 🍭: Sammy Wilkinson
Eyebrows 😂: Jack Gilinsky
Baby J 🏝: Jack Johnson
Bandana Bandit ☠️: Taylor Caniff
La Barrie #1 💯: Corey La Barrie
RoD 🖤☕️: Franny Arrieta))
Mr. Crabby 🦀 💖: call me, NOW
Cloudy ☁️⭐️: Tell me this is all a sick joke
♥️RΣDQUΣΣΠ♥️: I'm beating his ass when I see him idgaf
Daddy Wilk 🍭: I'm killing the son of a bitch
Cloudy ☁️⭐️: I'm here whenever you're ready to talk, call, text whatever you need just tell me and I promise I'll be there
Eyebrows 😂: Trevor told me what happened, is it true?
Baby J 🏝: Need me to come get you?
Daddy Wilk 🍭: He told me she was his best friend from grade school
Mr. Crabby 🦀 💖: no need to be crabby when you have the rest of us, we're all here for you
Bandana Bandit ☠️: need a bandanna to dry your tears, I know you're crying and it's ok to cry?
Eyebrows 😂: Please tell me you're not crying, I'll never forgive myself for not figuring it out
La Barrie #1 💯: you were way too good for him
RoD 🖤☕️: missed FaceTime call
RoD 🖤☕️: missed FaceTime call
RoD 🖤☕️: everyone in the house is up trying to get to you, are you ok?

I ignored them all, I'll talk to them sometime just not right now
I can't deal with all of this.
*Queen 👑* pops up on my phone screen with the traditional green and red buttons
"Did you ever really love me?"
I ask Derek looking into the eyes that were once filled with pure lust for me, then what I thought was love.
"Of course, I said I love you and I swear that I still do. You make me a better person, I'm nothing without you. I don't know why I let this happen, and I tried to make you seem like the bad guy when all along it was me.
I'm sorry. But I love you, don't even forget that. Please?" Derek basically gave me a speech on his love for me.
Reciting Nickleback lyrics doesn't help a damn thing.I did all I could, look down and push pass him with my bags. I answered the phone call,
          "Get your ass out here right now,
I'd come in but if I do I'm fighting that piece of shit." I smiled a little a Trevor being angry.
I pick up my bags and walk out the door while ignoring Derek begging me to stay.
I put my stuff in the trunk and Trevor is in the front seat and I join him.
"I love you, please don't leave me, I need you." Derek cries in front of the car.
"Move before I run over you, BITCH!" Trevor threatens and roars the engine.
Derek walks back inside, nothing more than a broken man. After a couple minutes of silence I speak up,
"I should really just stop loving in general, I always end up hurt in the end,
and bothering my friends. It's pointless..."
I say seconds later, a couple of tears slipping down my face. Fantastic, tears all over again. More each time.

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Ok so this is kinda the opposite of what I'm used to but, there's always room for change. Plus this is going to have my favorite Youtubers including PewDiePie, and about a thousand more.

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