You're making such a huge mistake. When he hurts you again find someone new to run to. He's hurt you before what's stopping him from hurting you again? Exactly. Nothing. He's still the same jerk he was last year. He will always be that way. People dont actually change. They just make you think they did. You're being so dumb. When he breaks your fragile heart again the only thing I'll be saying to you is I Told You So.