I'll Join You Soon

Jake my dear

Jake was sitting There, watching the waves crash against the rocks on the beach. It has been years since Dirk was killed. Jake missed him more than anything, and as he sat here he started to sing a song that Dirk and him loved deeply.

Love of mine, someday you will die
But I'll be close behind and I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight, waiting for the hint of a spark

Jake didnt know why he was doing this, maybe it was because he feel in love with Dirk the day he met him. And likewise, was broken the day he lost him. It has been 2 years since Dirk died, and Jake hasn't been the same since.

If heaven and hell decide that they both are satisfied
And illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

He held a gun softly and looked down at his gun nervously. Maybe this was the wrong thing to do, he was gonna leave Jade all alone, yet he wanted to join Dirk again.

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me,
Son, fear is the heart of love, so I never went back

Jake felt tears falling down his face, his body was shaking. He didnt want to do this to himself, he didnt want to be the one do this. Maybe it was best.

You and me we've seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary and the soles of your shoes
Are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
But it's nothing to cry about
'Cause we'll hold each other soon in the blackest of rooms

Jake let out a quiet sobbing noise as he held the gun against his head. "Dirk, darling.. I'll join you soon baby." Jake let out another sobbing noise as he pulled the trigger.