Pieces Of Love....

New Beginning....

Yesterday we moved in to our house.. Which was more harder than we imagined. My Husband, Jesse, was called into training, so I was stuck with the kids, the moving truck, the furniture, the kids, AND EVERYTHING. Not to mention, that Brooklynn was Five. And she defiantly didn't want to sit in the moving truck. I mean Aiden he was 9, he was fine, but were dealing with a FIVE YEAR OLD. I sat through so much traffic. I sat through the Llama song, 29 times... Oh did I forget to say we were moving to Nashville TN? Oh yea. That's a really big city. Soo basically were asking for trouble. 

"Mom!!! I want the Llama Song!" Cried Brooklynn. 

"Mom! We have listened to that song 100 times! I WANT THE DUCK SONG!" Cried Aiden.

"AND I WANTED ATLEAST ONE SONG. AND I DIDNT GET THAT, SO NO MORE MUSIC" I said.

I yelled... I really didn't mean too. But its okay. We got to the house in less than 10 minutes. It had four bedrooms. One for me and Jesse, one for Aiden, one for Brooklynn, and one for the new baby we were hoping for... Less than three hours was everything sat up. It was finally peaceful. The kids were sitting up there rooms the way they wanted. So I was stuck on the couch waiting for Jesse. He then called me with the most awful news we had in awhile..

"Hey Baby. Everything's sat up, I miss you!" I said

"Ok, I miss you too... But I got some bad news...." Said Jesse sadly.

"What is it?" I asked

"There sending me to fight... Tomorrow...." Jesse said slowly...

"How long will you be gone?" I asked.

"More than a year...." He said 

I could tell he was crying

"You haven't been gone that long since before Brooklynn was born.... What happened?" I asked as tears rolled down my face.

"They need me Baby... I'm coming home. Please start packing for me... I love you and the kids so much... Don't tell them... Let me..." He said Sadly.

"I-I-I love you too...." I said as I hung up. I cried. 

I went into our bedroom and got into his box, where I got out multiple white t-shirts, and I got out 3 army suits... Tears flowed onto them silently I got his duffle bag, where I placed everything. Less than an hour he was here. 

"Kids come downstairs. Daddy needs to talk to you!" I yelled from downstairs... 

They had no idea what was coming. But they knew something sad was happening because I was crying... 

"Kids sit down...." Jesse said.

"What's going on Daddy?" Asked Brooklynn confusingly. 

"My boss is sending me out to fight... For more than a year..." Jesse said as tears rolled down his eyes. 

"NO DADDY! YOU PROMISED YOU WOULDN'T LEAVE AGAIN LIKE YOU DID LAST TIME.... No!!!" Aiden said as he ran upstairs crying.

"A-a-aiden!" Said Jesse.

"Why are you leaving us? I don't understand why my daddy leaves me...!" Brooklyn said silently. As she got up.. Tears were in her eyes. She raced upstairs. 

Jesse looked at me... Sadness in his eyes. I then fully started crying my eyes out. He wrapped his arms around me and put his head on mine.

"I'm going to miss you so much Jess. I know this is not your choice. But Brooklynn doesn't understand. And Aiden is heartbroken... Why did you have to promise him?" I said.