Kiingtong x Reader

Chapter 17

If u got a notification from this chapter again, idk what happened. It posted but it was listed as a draft so I posted it again. Idk what happened lol

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I followed Liam out into the hallway and I grabbed his shoulder to stop him from walking away. "Liam wait." I said. He stopped but didn't look at me. "I'm sorry. I didn't think this would happen. I promise my feelings weren't fake. I really do like you, it's just, I don't know." I trailed off rubbing my neck and blushing. "If you were just going to get back together with Will, why did you go out with me and kiss me?" he said, still not facing me. "I'm sorry Liam. I didn't plan any of this. And we're not back together, he's just remembering some things. I only hugged him because I was happy. He remembered meeting me for the first time." We stood there for a minute. "I'm sure it didn't mean anything special." I said. Liam finally looked at me. I could see the hope in his eyes. I knew he was still hoping we could be together. I still wanted to give Liam a chance. "I really like you, (Y/N)." He said, stepping closer and putting his hand on my face. I put my hand on his and smiled. "I like you too." I said, making Liam smile. He hugged me. "I should probs tell Will and Sarah so they don't get the wrong idea." I said turning back to the cafeteria. We walked back in and I heard Sarah say "Her or me." I looked up at Will and he locked eyes with me. I blushed and he said "I choose (Y/N)."

Sarah stormed out of the cafeteria, shouting insults, expletives, and how she was breaking up with Will. I stood there, shocked. I didn't think Will would choose me over Sarah. I didn't know what to say. I looked at Liam and he looked dejected again. "It's fine, you and Will were together before you and I started anything. You two should be together." He said walking out again. This time I didn't follow him. I didn't know where to start. I still loved Will but I thought he didn't remember me enough to choose me over Sarah. And even though I loved Will, I still wanted to pursue whatever relationship I had with Liam. I looked up at Will and I could tell he knew there was something going on with Liam and I. He looked away, sadly. I felt the guilt in my stomach. "Will, listen. Liam was there for me to cheer me up when you didn't remember me. I'm grateful to him and I think he's a good guy." He looked at me. "I knew you guys were together but I forgot in the moment and now I'm being a home wrecker. I'm sorry." I couldn't take anymore emotions today. "Okay just, let me go home and think about my feelings and I'll let you know what I decide tomorrow, Okay?" He smiled "Okay" I walked him back to his room and left for the day.

When I got back to the hotel, Shelby was there, watching T.V. and waiting for me. I didn't even see her leave the hospital. "Hey are you okay" she said as I closed the door and flopped down on the bed. "UGGGHHHHH" I groaned through my pillow. "I don't know what to do. I would feel bad if I put Liam through all this just to be like 'okay now that Will remembers me I don't need you anymore, bye'. But if I choose Liam and Will fully remembers me, he's going to be devastated. I'm already cheating on him, but he cheated on me first." I thought for a moment. "Wow (Y/N) that doesn't make cheating okay." I said to myself. I rolled around on the bed for a minute until I felt the pillow was wet. I rolled over on my side and cried my feelings out, silently. "Hey I know how to decide who to pick. Choose the one that you like more." Shelby said matter-of-factly. I glared at her. "Do you love Liam?" she asked. "Well, no-" "Do you love Will?" "Yes." I said. I can't believe I was stupid enough to even think I could move on from him and be okay with someone else while he was with a girl who was horrible to him. "I'm stupid and I need to talk to Liam." I said walking out the door to his room.

When I got there I went to knock but couldn't. All I could do was stare at the door like an idiot. 'I don't want to hurt Liam anymore.' I thought. 'It'll hurt him even more to lead him on more than I already have.' I thought finally knocking. Zach answered. "Hey, H doesn't exactly want to talk right now." he said nervously. "I'm sorry, Zach." I said pushing past him and walking into the room. I saw Liam sitting on his bed sadly. He looked up at me "(Y/N) what-" I cut him off. "Liam I'm sorry, but I'm still in love with Will and if he even slightly remembers me I'm going to do everything I can to bring his memory back and be with him again. I understand I led you on and it was crappy of me to do so. I'm really sorry and I want to be friends still if you can ever forgive me. I know if you ever forgive me it'll take time so I don't want to push you. But please, believe me when I say I really do like you. I think it's just that I really like you as a friend." I said, trying to get all my thoughts out before he could say anything. He sat there for a minute before he finally spoke. "I knew that all along but I just wanted to believe there might be something there. It wasn't just you that led me on, it was also me. I knew you still loved him and I was selfish to believe you would leave him for me. I'm sorry too. And I would like to still be friends." He said standing up and looking me in the eyes. I smiled and felt a tear slip out of the corner of my eye. "Thank you." I said before everything went black.

When I woke up, I was in my bed and I saw Grubble and Liam standing over me. "Oh thank god she's alive"

Zach said. "What happened?" I asked groggily, rubbing my eyes. "You blacked out. We had a doctor come look at you and they said it looked like you haven't been sleeping well recently and you've been stressed out. Passing out was your body's way of letting go of the stress and trying to get you to sleep and recover." I thought for a minute. I'd been getting maybe 2-4 hours of sleep every night recently and I guess thinking about Liam and Will was stressing me out. "I'm actually still really tired." I said. "Then sleep." Shelby said, ushering the boys out of the room and turning the light off. I looked at the clock and it was 3 AM. 'Whoa I've been asleep for a while' I thought turning over and closing my eyes. That night I dreamt about Will. It was a nice dream. We went to a park and had dinner on a picnic blanket and watched the stars. I wanted to do that in real life. I hoped Will would be released soon. 'I forgot I still need to tell Will that I chose him.' I thought while smiling. I was excited to see him tomorrow. But the next day when we showed up at Will's room, it was empty.

Author's Note:

Hey! Sorry for the cliffhanger lol. So in this chapter I put an end to the love triangle so if you still wanted to read an H x Reader, go check out "HBomb94 x Reader" by LanniePrincess. I've been reading it and it's super cute! ♡♡♡