I feel dumb, for forcing my mind,
For making myself blind about the truth.
I feel like crazy, for thinking it can be okay,
Crazy as if it can be fix someday.
I am Happy now it's like crazy but,
Even I force myself or being crazy sometimes.
I Know God is always has a good reason.
He knows everything and he love us.
So I regret nothing,
Even my past was full of hurt.
I still look back and smile,
because it made me who I am today.
Still I always smile like nothing's wrong,
Pretend like everything's alright,
Act like it's all perfect,
Even though inside it really hurts.
