Broken But Lucky (One Shot Story)

Broken but lucky

I loved her more than I love myself

I tried my best....
I gave all my time to her...
I loved her so much...

But still she treated me like I was not good enough

I'm Andrei Reyes, 19 years old. I fell inlove with this girl, April. She was my seatmate back in 2nd year, she was a transfery and since I was her seatmate I was the one who guided her to our school. April and I became very close until I fell inlove with her, everyday we would spend the day together and after school we would go to my house to eat. One day when we were going to my house I thought it was the time for me to confess, my parents aren't home because they always go home late so it was only me and april, after we ate I asked her "have ever had a boyfriend before?" She said "yeah but it was boring we didn't even had our first kiss in our three months of relationship haha".
Now is the time for me to confess I held her hand and said "April, I love you" she replied "are you sure? Why me?" I replied "because you mean everything to me in the past two months I spent whit you I realized that you are amazing and very lovable, you are like the sun that shines my whole world. After I confessed she just smiled at me and said "I love you too" and kissed me, I was so happy I could die. The next day I went to her house and to pjcked her up, it was a really good morning, the sun was smiling and the birds were singing. Everyday we would go to school together and go to my house after and even though it was just the two of us I didn't plan to do anything with her rather than kissing because I respect her.

*after 8 months*
I don't know why but she suddenly turned a little bitchy, maybe it's because of her friends? The last few months she was always going out with her friends and she always tell me they are going to the mall, it was okay for me since I had time for my friends too but it was suspecious because sometimes she doesn't pick up her phone or reply to my text messages at night. Then one day one of her friends told me that they were really going to parties or drink at their friend's house.

It's summer so we are free, April invited me to go to her house because nobody was there except her, when I got there she told me to have sex with her I declined because I respect her. She told me "you are to boring" I replied "what happened to you?" You are not like this back then" she just looked at me like she didn't heard anything.

Two weeks has passed and its our 11th monthsarry she isn't calling or texting me so I decided to buy a ice cold coffee and a cake for her, when I got to her house I couldn't believe what my eyes saw! My bestfriend Marc and April were kissing! So I just went home, crying like a baby I stopped by the convinient store nearby to buy some ice cold beer, when I got home I invited my friends over so they would drink with me that night was unforgetable, me and my friends was high as a kite that night "Fuck Marc!" I shouted "we don't need him what kind of friend is he?!" My friends also approved. I texted April to come and meet up with me and when she arrived she asked "what do you want?" She became cold to me, she had a heart of stone. "I'm breaking up with you" I said without another word she left.

After 3 days my father died in a car accident....

And my mom gone abroad so she could earn more money..

I was left all alone.

After what happened I changed, I drink more often, I started smoking, and picking up girls become one of my hobbies. In short I fucked up.

I repeated 4th year so all my friends are already in college. Here in my new school I don't really have that much friends, I'm always alone and asleep.

One day when I was one the way to the bathroom I saw a guy forcing a girl to kiss him, so I tried to talk to him but he said "fuck off man, this ain't got nothing to do with you" so I grabbed him in the collar and pulled him towards me and I said "but what you are doing is wrong" and I punched him. He went running away and the girl thank me and said "I am very thankful that you came" I replied "your welcome, by the way who was that guy?" She told me that he was her ex-boyfriend. She walked away, before I even had the chance to ask her name.