Angel (Jahseh Onfroy/ Xxxtentacion Fic)

23

Note: I will not be including Jocelyn's suicide in this story. Not because I want to pretend that it never happened, but because that's an awful and real tragedy. That's something personal, and not a boundary I want to step into. I've dealt with suicide myself and decided that it is insensitive for me to use this as a point in the story. By the time this chapter is released, this will be old news,( as almost everything is written way before the actual release of a chapter) but I'm just letting you guys know. NOT SHAMING ANYONE WHO DOES USE THIS IN THE STORY, IT'S JUST NOT FOR ME. DON'T GET OFFENDED. THAT'S UP TO YOU.

The next day

"Hey baby girl." Jahseh greeted me, walking into my bedroom. I waved in an unenthusiastic fashion and looked down at my hands. He seemed happier today. Maybe he hit someone. "You okay?"

"Yeah, Jahseh. I'm fine." I sighed. 

"I'm sorry about yesterday." He spoke. I nodded. 

"It's- It's alright, Jah." 

"You're upset." He acknowledged. No way, really?

"Yeah, I guess." I shrugged.

"Can you tell me why you're upset?"

"Why were you arrested, Jahseh?" I asked him. His eyes grew wide before quickly gleaming in annoyance. 

"Who-"

"Don't ask. I know, Jahseh, but I want you to explain to me exactly what happened, because I want to trust you." 

"My ex girlfriend got jumped and, at the time, we were going through a rough patch. She blamed me." He explained. I nodded. 

"And she was pregnant?" 

"No! That was a fucking lie." He swore. I nodded. 

"I believe you, but you should've told me. I don't want to find anything else. I want to trust you, Jahseh."

"You can." He said. He sat on my bed, his knee between my legs. "I will never hurt you, Mira." 

"I-I know." I whispered, my heart pounding against my chest. Jahseh was really fucking close to me. Slowly, he pressed his soft, full lips against mine. I kissed him softly, moving closer to him -if that was possible-. 

"You're so fucking beautiful." He groaned against my lips. I smiled and kissed him, tugging lightly on his bottom lip with my teeth. He pulled away and smirked at me. 

"You're goofy as fuck." I laughed, kissing his cheek. He raised a brow before pushing me down gently on my back and kissing my neck softly. He left little kisses down the side of my neck and jawline. I let out a quiet moan, making him smirk against my skin. 

"I love hearing you like that." He whispered. I flushed a deep red. 

"O-oh?" I murmured. He pulled away and smiled at me. Not a cocky smirk. A genuine smile. 

"You're so shy. I love it." He chuckled. I laughed, biting my lip. I pressed my lips against his jawline, which was sharp enough to cut someone. Well, not literally. I kissed him repeatedly before the door opened. 

"Ya'll! They boutta fuck!" Pump yelled. Jahseh looked back. 

"You just mad cuz this is mine." He laughed. I giggled. 

"Nigga." Pump scoffed. 

"Like it ain't true." Jahseh laughed. He leaned in close, his lips against my ear and his breath hot. "We can finish this later."

"You're cute." I chuckled, pecking him on the lips before standing up. Me and Jahseh left the room, Jahseh pushing Pump as we walked. 

"Knock, pussy boy." Jahseh said. Pump laughed and we sat down, joining the guys. 

"You an' Teddy gettin' it on?" Stokely asked. I blushed and shook my head.

"None of ya business, nigga." Jahseh laughed. Suddenly, a phone started buzzing. 

"It's you, Teddy. You trynna talk to Xan?" He asked. I furrowed my brows. 

"I don't know why he'd be calling... but alright?" I shrugged. He clicked answer and handed me my cell phone. 

"Hello?" I heard Xander's beautiful voice ask. 

"Hi." I greeted him. 

"How are you?" He asked. 

"Alright." I shrugged. 

"Well, Jordan's having one of his little parties and he asked me to call you." He said. 

"Ugh, are you fucking with me?" I asked. 

"No." He chuckled. "You know how Jordan is."

"Yeah, I mean... I guess I can see if I can make it but honestly I just am not in a party mood." I admitted.

"Well, it's up to you. He told me to tell you to bring your boy toy? I don't know. He's such a weirdo." Xander laughed. I chuckled a bit too.

"Well, I don't know if that's going to happen... but I'll try to show up for a bit." I told him.

"Cool. I'll tell Jordan."

"Cool."

I hung up and everyone was just looking at me.

"Are you gonna go party again?" Stokely asked. I shrugged.

"I would've liked to have you here." Jahseh said. I kissed his cheek softly.

"Jordan wants me to bring you. I won't make you go... but if you want to you can just tell me." I said. He shrugged.

"Nigga, don't fuckin' do it!" Stokely exclaimed. I laughed.

"Why not?" He asked.

"He is fucking... well, ask Teddy." Stokely said.

"What's wrong?" Jahseh asked me.

"Nothing. Stokely thinks that Jordan is weird, which he is, and refuses to chill with him."

"The nigga touched my ass!" Stokely yelled.

"He was just playing around." I laughed. Stokely scoffed.

"That nigga is crazy." Stokely argued.

"I think I'll stay here." Jahseh laughed.

"Alright. Suit yourself."