Living With The Dolans// Dolan Twins Fanfic

Chapter 7- Flat Line

-Authors note: For now on the Y/N is Ally-

You stand next to Ethan's hospital bed staring at the cords keeping him alive.  You run your finger back and forth on the side of the bed.

"Ethan, please wake up.  People say, that when people are in comas they can still hear things around them.  Well, I just wanted to say, I'm sorry about yesterday.  I love you, and its my fault you are in this condition.  If you died I wouldn't know what to do with myself.  I'm sorry E.  I'm sorry."  You say heartfelt, your eyes water up a tear slides down your cheek and hits his hand.  His fingers twitch and his eyes open.

"Ally?"  He spits out faintly.

"Ethan?! Yes, yes I'm here."  You reply carefully grabbing his hand.  He takes his hand and puts it under your chin.

"I want, I want to tell you something."  He says faintly.

"Yes E, anything."  You say tears falling down your face because you see the pain he is in.

"I, I-" He starts to say but gets cut off.  He starts to seize, his body shaking rapidly.  You see his eyes roll backwards, you step back tears falling faster, you bite your nails and call for the nurse.

"Help!  Somebody!  Nurse!  HE NEEDS A NURSE FAST!  HELP!" You holler running out into the hallway.

     You spot Gray and run to him to tell him what has happened.  Together you both run back to the room to be greeted by a nurse. 

"Code blue! Code blue!"  She yells calling for backup.

     You grasp Grayson holding him close, you are shaking as much as Ethan is.  You can't look at him, the sight of him seizing hurts, you turn your head and bury it in Gray's chest.  He rubs your back trying to comfort you, but you know he's just as scared as you are.  The doctor runs into the room putting his stethoscope against Ethan's heart, the nurses are holding him still for Dr. McFarlane.  He motions for something and a brown headed nurse brings in a defibrillator around to the side of the bed.

"Charge."  The doctor yells.

"Charged."  The nurse responds.

     Dr.  McFarlane sets the two charges together, he then says "Ready" and sets them on Ethan's chest zapping him, trying to keep him alive.  He does this three more times, Ethan calms down and closes his eyes again.  You slowly turn your head to look at Ethan your eyes puffy and red.  He opens his eyes again and stares directly at you.  You shiver with fear.

"Ethan?"  Grayson asks.  Ethan's eyes slowly moved to look at Grayson, he looks mad and upset.  His eyes then return to you and you say something in reply.

"E?"  You quiver.

"I love you.  Ever since you came to L.A. I saw you and- and I smiled, I was jealous of Gray, how he got you.  An-And I didn't.  I texted you, I di-didn't want you mad at me anymore.  I was stupid.  I'm sorry.  I-I love you."  He said raspy. 

You move over to him and grab his hand and smile.

"I love you too Ethan, I want you to get better okay?"  You say with a faint smile.

 He looks at you and frowns, he shakes his head. 

"What?"  You ask. 

"I can't... Goodbye..."  He says faintly.

"No Ethan, you can't leave me, not right now."  You says looking at the doctor with fear.

"I'm sorry..."  He breathes slowly, his eyes close one last time.