Teach me? [Cielois]

6.

Ciel's P.O.V

      It's been a couple days since the kiss, and Alois and I had made no contact with each other since then, I'm guessing he's processing what happened just like I am. I've never felt such emotions in my chest and everywhere when Elizabeth and I kiss, but that probably just the feeling of awkwardness when kissing my friend. It was odd, at the time I wanted to go in for another kiss, and I honestly still do, but I know I can't.

      These emotions and thoughts had been keeping me up at night, I would just lay there, staring at the cieling (aye) replaying the scene in my head over and over. Sometimes in my point of view, in Alois' point of view, hell even in third person. This kiss has been haunting me, and flooding my mind, and drowning out all other thoughts and no matter how hard I try, I go back to the image of us kissing.

      Elizabeth. Elizabeth is the one that can distract me from the image and the thought. I desired something other than Alois so badly, that I jumped up almost instantly and ran out to my car, dressed in nothing but grey sweatpants, and a black tank top. My pajamas. I got into my car so fast that I almost hit the car parallel parked in front of mine.

        I get to Elizabeth's home and I walk over and knock onto the door. Waiting. No answer. She has to be home, the lights are on. I knock again. Waiting. Still no answer. I get tired of this. She probably fell asleep watching The Kardashians again. I pick up the rock that she keeps her spare key under, and open the door. I hear some thuds and banging noises.

Worry.

       Did something happen to her? Is she being attacked? Did she randomly get another exotic pet and she got an alligator? I didn't have any time to reason  with myself with these questions, and I run upstairs quickly. I grabbed something on the way, which was a lamp that was lighting the hallway to her room. 

       The feeling of pure fear was running through my body, but I stayed strong as I walked down the dark hallway that lead to her door at the end of the hallway. As I approached, the banging noises got louder and soon I heard, moans? I slowly open the door to see something completely heart shattering, it was Elizabeth, and a head of brown hair towering over. Tears stung my eyes as I slammed the door and ran out, as I left I heard gasps and fumbles.

       I didn't know why I was crying so bad, I didn't even realize that I was crying. I just ran outside, a stinging feeling in my chest, a pain I've been so familiar with.

Heartbreak.

Pain.

Sadness.

Loneliness.

       I comepletely ignored my car, and ran straight home. Halfway I got tired and started to breathe heavily. I started to regret not taking my car, but when she sees it outside in front of her house, I hope she gets an idea of who saw her doing such a lewd thing.

I walked home in the rain.

       But something that I saw completely changed my mood. Standing in the front porch of my home, was Alois. He looked like an angel in all of this rain. His shiny blonde hair making it seem like a halo, and his pale skin. He stands out from all of the other people I've been with. As soon as he sees me approaching, I run over and capture him in a hug.

He didn't ask.

He didn't judge.

He only hugged me back.

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