No Hope (OHSHC)

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I pulled on my outfit for the day. It's Monday. I spent all weekend in therapy. After the ball my dad decided I needed to be happier. So he threw me into a white room with a man in his fifties. How would that make anyone happy?!

I walked slowly down the stairs because in my experience If I go fast my stomach rejects everything and I throw up blood.

Once I got to the Limo I found Kyouya with his nose in his notebook. "Hey Kyo how was your weekend?" I asked smiling. "It was okay, the Hosts came over." My smile faded a little but I didn't frown. We arrived at school and I walked in. I immediately split from my only source of happiness and stayed away from all the hosts. Once the day was over I was in the garden waiting for hosting hours to end so we could leave. I smiled drawing a picture of Koaru. "That's really good!" Smiled Koaru. I smiled. "How long have you been there?" He smiled "20 ish minutes." I gasped. "What about hosting?" I asked he smiled coming to sit by me. "I can't stand being there knowing you're mad at me." I smiled. "I'm not mad at you it's just people don't want me their anymore." He looked angry. "What did my brother do?" I shrugged smiling. "Nothing I just. Some of the girls are thinking I'm going to date one of you and take you away so I figured I'd stay away for a bit." Koaru frowned. "What if one of us did want to date you?" I laughed. "None of you like me though?" I said in a questioning glance. I saw him staring at me in a haze. "I do." He said and I froze.

"KOARU!" Hikaru yelled then grabbed him. "What?" Hikaru looked at me with a glare. "I told you!" He growled. My head began to become blurry and I got light headed. I ignored Hikaru and jump into Koarus arms. I pressed my lips to his warmly as blood began to fall from my nose.

Hikaru was screaming at us. Blood fell from my ears and I ignored it. Koaru had yet to notice the blood as he held me tightly to him. I was breathless so I lightly pulled my lips from his. We kept out foreheads pressed together as he whispered a sweet "I love you."

My eyes were heavy and my legs became weak. "I love you" I let out before I fell. The disease has taken over my lungs completely and I couldn't breath. Hikaru began screaming for a new reason.

"RAE ARE YOU OKAY RAE OPEN YOUR EYES!" I could still hear him he was crying over me, but why he hates me. Koaru held me crying. The other hosts rushed out. I could hear my big brother.

"Wha t happened to Ragen?" He asked coldly now holding me to his chest. "We don't know she just passed out." Choked out Hikaru. I felt liquid spilling from my eyes, but I couldn't tell if it was more blood or tears. Then my hearing stopped and the pain running through me subsidded.

I forgot how much i loved this story. I finally have a phone and laptop again. I'm planning on starting writing again, but I have a job kms lol

I love you guys