Plugging my headphones in I stared into space as knives and pens by black veil brides overthrew my hearing and thoughts, thus helping me forget about my whole shitty life. I was judged for who i was and because of the way I decided to dress. I hated it. My music was interrupted by my phone vibrating with a text. It was from jake, my best friend.
jake:'GUESS WHO'S COMING TO TOWN!?!?!?'
allie:'SOMEONE WHO CAN FIX YOUR FACE?!'
Jake:'Fuck you. ;) no seriously the first word is black and the last word is brides! C'mon you need to lose your concert virginity sometime Allie. Why not lose it with me? ;)'
Allie:'You're so funny i forgot to laugh jake. But seriously!! We have to go ok no questions asked i don't care if you sell your sister for the money, WE'RE SO GOING!!'
Jake:'Ok!! I'll find out details for you okay! I'll talk to you later. X'
I smiled at myself. I couldn't wait to lose my 'concert virginity' as jake called it. I lay back on my bed before hearing my dad stir in the next room.
'ALLIE GET YOUR ASS IN HERE'
"fucking bastard" i thought to myself.
I trudged reluctantly into his room and i was engulfed with the smell of smoke, alcohol, and something i couldn't identify.
'What are you doing?' He growled.
'You called me in here, dad.' I put emphasis on saying dad because i didn't want him to be my dad. I hated him.
'Come here.'
I slowly made my way to his bed where he was lying with a cigarette in his mouth. As soon as i was within reach he grabbed my wrist and pulled my sleeves up.
'Oooh look at the big girl. Cutting herself!' He mocked me and mocked me.
A warm tear slid down my cheek as i knew if i fought back i would regret it.
'You whore look at you. Your own mother didn't want you. Your stepfather wanted you though didn't he. He wanted you in aaall sorts of ways. Fucking whore.'
I yanked my arm away from him and turned to leave.
'GET BACK 'ERE YOU FUCKIG WHORE' he screeched as he grabbed my hair from behind and pulled hard. I began to cry. Not again...
*3 hours later*
I lay on the bathroom floor in a daze. The fresh bruises slowly turning black. I hated him and i needed to get away. A message beeped on my phone.
'Allie! The shows tomorrow. Be there okay! Get back to me.'
I winced in pain as i tapped out a reply.
'Jake... I need your help... He's going to kill me otherwise
