Hating You - Ayleo & Kandi

chapter 12

This phone dum aaf it deleted a whole chapter and I restarted it and all

Kandi

I stared at Ayleo as he stared at me

" What's wrong with you ?" Ayo asked

I just stared at him as he scooted closer to me

" You Kno I could rape you again ?" He asked with this crooked smile on his face

" then do it " I replied

He stared at me " I can't "

" Why ?" I asked

" Because I hate hurting you " He replied

" Why ?"

" I hate you so much " he mumbled

" Why ? Is hating me easier than loving me ?" I asked

" You Kno it is , so why ask a dum ass question ?" He asked as we sat so close talking

We are in the closet his closet talking I guess

Things aren't weird between us but it's allot of tension that he can't seem to handle

" Questions solve alot ....did you Rape me to satisfy yourself ?" I asked

" No.....I kinda blacked out ......I didn't Kno what I was doing until I was finish " He replied as his closet light flickered right before shutting off

He sighed loudly " Fuck this light bruh " he mumbled

I crawled over to him which didn't take long because this was a small space I could feel his breath on my face and that's how I knew I was right in front of him

I leaned in a pecked his lips he kissed back but then he held me back

" Kandi what do you want from me ?" He asked

" Love me " I whispered

" You want me to love you ?" He asked

" Mhm ... I want you to tell me, show me , You don't have to rap-"

" I'm not rapist it's just ...from time to time ....I like to think about you " He said " but in the most dirties ways " He mumbled

I sat silent

" Why are you asking me this ? Isn't it bad enough I took your virginity ?" He asked with a slight hint of anger in his voice

I pecked his lips " it hurted badly then , but you could always make it better You just haven't tried " I said standing up to leave out but he grabbed my waist pulling me down sitting me in his lap

" I can't do it , because you kno you'd get scared so don't do that , how can I fix what's been done ? I'm supposed to be locked up away so-"

" Did you ever think that maybe I didn't want you there , and Maybe I want you to Make Love to me and tell me you'll never hurt me again even thou we both in isn't  true "

" I don't Kno what love is !! I don't Kno how to make lo-"

" Then pretend !! And promise not to hurt me " I whimpered

" How Kandi ? How ? You asking for the impossible what ever I do is always gonna hurt you-"

" Why you so negative ? Huh ? All you have to do is do right by me-"

" Kandi ....you Kno how hard it is to contain myself and To hold my composure around you " he said kissing my neck

" It's just that hard for me everyday not to snap someones neck , not to Yell or curse someone out not to be mad about something , being negative is who I am I can't help how I feel you could be the positive side to me , but what you want is something I can never give you " He said

" You could give me anything you want , you just back down afraid of commitment , you put yourself down before even trying "

" Ugh Why do you Care so much!!" He semi yell

" Because I love you ! You love me but act like you can't say it !! It's better them saying you hate me " I said he was quiet

" I love you but I ain't shit and I'm telling you that now " He mumbled

"I'll try I guess " he mumbled wrapping his arms around my waist as we heard yelling down stairs probably Zay, key and who ever

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If this chapter Don make sense I'm sorry I'm sleepy aaf