It's me, Lex, a typical teenager. I have to deal with the usual shit, for example, school, friends, lovers, virginities, drugs, poppin' pills, sexuality, depression, and fucking bullies.
I personally don't have a support system. The best I can describe myself is volcano, because, it could erupt at anytime. I get drunk, get high, like every other motherfucker. It just bites you back in the ass. I murmur to myself, "karma is a bitch," as I drunkly wake up.
Head bounding, throat throbbing, and stomach screaming. It's the aftermath that's absolutely amazing. Sitting in your own tears in the bathroom, next to the toilet, regretting the night before. The last thing I remember is my mother arguing with me about how she believes I'm still straight, after YEARS, of confrontation and conversations. I look at myself and I don't know who I am, but I know what I want to be. I remember arguing with myself wondering if I should tell my parents, how I actually feel. I just kinda brushed it off? I know it's not healthy, but there's this girl.
-Her features-
Auburn eyes
Brown eyebrows
Greenish blue curly outgrown pixie style
I just fall head over heels for this one. And I couldn't bare to look at myself in the mirror and I don't know if I should be ashamed or should embrace this gift? All I can say is maybe she feels the same way? Hopefully.
Bailey Pov
Debrian, Sam, is this person flirting with me? Cause their kinda cute. Deb replying, nonchalantly, "hunny, if someone wanted to go out with you, they would have said by now.." "But," Deb said with an exception, "They do live in New York..." Sam said, "New York," with stress shown on his face, "That's far..." Bailey said, "I live in Oregon, Deb lives in Oklahoma, and you live in Guamtomino Bay." Deb says quickly, "It'll just be another state."
