I remember walking with you down the halls. It was a long time ago. Then it seemed unnatural or unright but now it seems like how it should and always will be. I remember across from you everyday after school and we vented on and on to eachother about our relationships. I remember you would look directly into my eyes as if you were taking my advice and installing it in your heart and mind. I remember us smiling, us laughing, us staring, us talking, and us listening. I remember me asking for your number because you seemed interesting enough, and I remember our first conversation and how we got to know eachother little by little. I remember you being my fake boyfriend and how awkward it was then. We laughed, we smiled, we cried, we complained. The nights we spent talking until 2 am, and the good morning texts. We were only friends, never more. I remember you saying you had feelings for me, and me turning you down. You never had a girlfriend that lasted, I didn't want to be one of them, so all summer long you tried to convince me, but I had no acception. We facetimed a lot, you asked what I would want in a guy, I told you my expectations, and damn were they high. This year we stopped talking, for I turned you down six times. It wasn't awkward, just not the right time. The memories are getting fresher, each word I type, for I am about to tell you the story of our life. My name is Rachel, his name was Nathan. The story of our love, is just begining.
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I went home today thinking about Nathan. I couldn't believe his ex Brooke had finally left the school. I was waiting for this day for almost 2 years. Not that it matters or anything, I mean I have James and all, but im just happy that he can finally get a girl that doesnt have a monkey face. I always thought Nathan would make a good boyfriend. Hm maybe one day. I think I should text him and ask how hes doing. I think I'll just say 'hey'. We text for awhile and we text everyday for a good month. It was now October and the homecoming game was near. I asked if Nathan was coming and he said
"yes. See you there?" Nathan said
"Of course!"
Me, Faith, and Cecillia (CC for short) came to my house to prepare.
"You soo like him!" Cc said
"Oh give her a break Cc, she has a BOYFRIEND" Faith backed me up
"And? They always argue. She needs someone better." Cc argued
After a freshening up and a long ass drive, we finally got to the field.
We all hungout and laughed and it was good. Until Nathan began to get pissed at James.
"You dont deserve her, your a selfish asshole." Nathan yelled
The boys got into a dog pile and Faith tried to break it up. Nathan swung at her and she began to run away. I had to make a choice. I grabbed Nathan by his collar but he broke free running. I sprinted after him, screaming for him to stop being a baby. I remeber everyone cowering in fear as I bravely walked up to the fuming Nathan. I talked sense into him and we came back. I was holding his arm for balance because my shoes were hurting me and I remember everyone calling us a couple. That night I came home with second thoughts. At the time I thought I Loved James when in reality it was just child play, I thought about Nathan. I couldn't stop thinking about Nathan.
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