Why? Grayson Dolan

CHAPTER 14

"Lola P.O.V."

I try to get up out of my bed but I was still weak to.

"I missed you" April said walking over to me giving me a hug as Ethan hugged his brother.

"I thought you weren't going to come back till next week"

"Yea but when Grayson called us telling us you had the baby we couldn't wait, where is he" as she look around.

Her eyes landed on Grayson's dad who was holding him. She slowly walks up to him.

"May I" Reaching out her arms.

Sean gives Elijah to April as I saw a tear fall down her cheek.

"He is so beautiful" as she kiss his forehead.

"What's his name" Ethan said.

"Elijah Will Dolan" Grayson said.

"Hey Elijah I'm your aunt April" Wiggling his foot.

"How was your honey moon" me being eagered to find out.

"Will take about when you get better okay" As she gave the baby to Ethan.

They look like if that was their child, looking like a big happy family. I look over to Grayson as he stared at me knowing what I was thinking.

Why?

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It's been a 2 weeks having Elijah with us, it's been easy because Grayson wouldn't stop checking up on him every minute but I ain't complaining because I was doing the same thing.

Grayson sure had a lot of his things in my apartment

He had a suit case filled with clothes, his toothbrush,brush,cologne, his PILLOW every where in my small apartment.

But I couldn't do anything he wanted to be with his son like how I was.

I still didn't forget what he told me before my water broke. It's been in my head ever since he said it but I'm scared to get my heart broken again especially by him again. But who knows what if he really did change.

"Lola" As he way his hand in my face.

"Yes Gray"

He stop doing what ever he was doing and hugged me for no reason.

"Why are you hugging me"

"You called me Gray" still hugging me.

"Oh I didn't realize but you called me" breaking the hug.

"Elijah should be waking up pretty soon because he'll be hungry"

"Oh okay"

"I'm going to go get some groceries in the mean while, want anything when I'm there?" getting the keys.

"I want some Takis it's been a long time eating them"

"Okay well do bye" leaving me and Elijah all alone.

It's been at least 25 minutes and I hear my baby crying.

I hate when he cries because its makes me sad

"Mommy's coming" power walking to my crying baby laying in the middle of my bed.

I take off my bra putting it on my bed and grabbed Elijah. I lift up my shirt so he can drink. He immediately starts to ending his eyes. I rock him lightly as he was drinking from me.

I walk out of my room finishing my email with my boss. He's been asking when I will be able to come back because I still have that photoshop with that company. I told him I will be able to come back only if I can bring my baby with me and of course he said yes that he wants to see him.

Right when I sent it I hear the doors unlocking. As the door opens I see  Grayson with a bunch of bags in both of his arms.

"Let me-"

"No! I got it"

He walks in dropping all the bags on the floor, he goes back getting two more before locking the door.

"At least I can do is put them up" still feeding Elijah

He is sure hungry today

"No I got it still and your still feeding him" as he was putting up the food and handing me my Takis

"Thanks"

When he finish he came up to Elijah playing with his hand which made it akward because my boob was showing.

"It's okay Lola I seen them before" looking at me.

"Okay" Turing around to go sit.

After 5 more minutes Elijah was done, I pulled him down same as my shirt, getting up to go lay him back on my bed. I went in my bathroom to go take a nice shower.

After I was done I look at my stomach that had some stretch marks on the side which made me feel ugly for some Reason. Like I was kinda back to my shape I was before I start showing but it came with some stretch marks. I put on some clothes. I walk out seeing Grayson laying right next to Elijah just staring at him.

"He's so beautiful" Grayson looking up at me.

"Yea, he looks kinda like you with those ears and nose" walking right next to the bed.

"Yea but he has your beautiful hair and eyes brows"

"Yep he's our baby"

"I saw how you were looking at April and Ethan holding Elijah"

"You did" acting dumbfounded.

"Yea, how you thought that maybe you could of have that and I want you too"

"True Grayson...but not without you" mumbling the last part

"You what" surprised.

"True But not without you having the same thing I want you to have that too" changing up what I said.

I don't what him thinking about giving in so quickly.

"Oh me too" as he got up leaving us.

"Are you okay" getting off the bed before making sure Elijah was okay.

"I think I should leave I been here too long but I'll come early in the morning" packing his bags and getting his things

"No stay I don't know what to do without you"

"It's for the best" before walking to the door.

He looks at me before leaving

"Bye" I said as he shut the door.

Got damn it Lola