Darkside (Slowly Editing)

Sdny (6)

Im sorry I didn't mean it. I screamed.
You little bitch she spat at me.
You can't do anything right, God.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry I all I kept saying.

I ran into the woods saying I'm Sorry.

Worthless..

Ugly..

Stupid..

Whore..

Weak..

All the words ran through my head as I ran away from my problems.

Just as I was about to turn around after running for a hole day.....I was shot. It was a head shot so I immediately blacked out into my death.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I got up screaming. No one came to my room. I walked out into the back yard of the pack house and digged up the locket.

I walked to the river stream deep into the woods and through it down into the river. I was saying goodbye to my past.

I made my way back when I tripped on a piece of branch and fell hitting my head on a rock. Everything becomes black.

                                                             

Everything changed in those seven months.

My best friends haven't talked to me in three months. I was kidnapped for four months and almost beaten to death.

I never did do what my mom grounded me and Melody to do so I'll start today. I'll help the servants and anyone I see I desperate needs.

Hi excuse me, would you like some help I asked a girl washing the dishes.

Oh my he says holding her hand up to her heart.
I'm sorry if I jumped you I pleaded. I'd love your help but if alpha catches me he'll punish me.

I'm still helping and I'll take care of him before he even touches you, I say to the girl.
What's your name I asked her?
Megan she answered. Well Megan meet your new best friend Sd I say to her.

I love your name she says smiling wildly.
I like yours too.

The day went by in a split second.

I woke up really late but it was Saturday so I got lucky.

Serina stopped talked to me too ever since she got here so.....looks like everyone is tried of me.

I made my way down stairs into the woods where I'm most comfortable. I sat into the cold dried up leaves in my short shorts and tank top.

I sat there Wondering why everyone suddenly hates me.
Silent tears rans down my faces as I wonder why.

Giving up, I lay back and watched the sky and it's beauty.
It's time I leave. Without thinking twice I got up and ran as far away from the pack house