Controlled by the voice of fear controlled like a puppet on a string,
from this crazy town I wanna disappear to me shame and regret clings,
I'm terrorized by nightmares that keep reoccurring,
my depression's on the rise everyday I'm hurting,
every bad thought I have,
makes me distraught and drives me mad,
I'm controlled by demons and ghosts that haven't moved on,
I'm consoled by the beautiful sky and dawn,
every now and then suicide crosses my mind,
but time and again it's a ray of hope I find,
I'm controlled by guilt the past is stuck to me,
all happiness has wilt never again will I be free,
depression confines me like a dog on a leash,
I'll be free from this hell once I'm deceased,
heavy-hearted thought control me they've got the upper hand,
I've departed and drifted back into my fantasy land.
